note 2 d ignorant ppl: siler berat2kan tgn anda dr memicit ch 5 4 at least.... erm.. 1 wk? yer! aku menggalakkan korg tgk vasantham ker aper ker!
note 2 self: muz stop d habit of gigit-ing bibir aku! muzti! wajib! haiz.. i've even gone 2 d tahap where am capable of doing it unconsciously................. i look like a damn retard on national television. *sobz*
i laughed. i grinned n showed off my beautiful teeth..... lotsa times. so y dorg show d part when aku nga jd retard pat tepi huh??!! *tendang zap 4 actuallie looking cool despite dernyer nervousness* muzti sue! muzti!
woho! d mom nga majok. ader tetiber der ajak aku pi kampong jawer pader ari yg berbahagier inik. byk tau citer menarik on tv! haiz.. see how guilty der da bwat aku. but seriously sey, dlm bebyk ari, naper insist nk pi niarik gakz? tk memahami...
d exorcism of emily rose. yeah! citer cacat! but i stil liking! now i noe d significance of 3.00 a.m. pukul tiga pagi~
@ these timez lah yg aku paleng2 merindukan kehadiran cable. i hate d fact tat 4 all d australian open nyer season, i cant even catch one single match of roddick. aku aderlah planning nk pi umah naynek aku ntok nengok d final however mlm or pagi d match iz held. but then he got himself beaten by tat idiot, tk hensem langsong lakik baghdat or sumting. haiz.. i so badly want 2 see him play against federer.. :(
sany: aku bagoz dlm... erm...................... ah....... errrr......... *grinz* aku kan anak ngko! so ko muzti tau aper yg aku bagoz at!........ ????
sany: *blush* abeh tk der org nk puji, aku puji diri sendrik lah~~~ *act suarer manjer* woho! 101st step 2 make urself feel better! muzti tau! haha!
so much 2 update sey but tk der time nk actuallie bwat. been out so much these past few dayz. haha! tk slalu k? :g
k k! kepentingan: aku da dpt nengok d frz ep of desperate housewives 2! yeah! bangger tau! won dat special preview ticket n drag zap 2 go nan aku on dat memorable dae 240106. hehe! actuallie we arrived 10 minutez late 4 d screening coz of d stupid bus so biler da sampai bus stop jer troz da lari2 pi level 3. da penat sgt lari sampai bleh x perasan dpan kitorg on their way 2 d gv gakz iz kui jien nan mataer der [i think. woho! but mat saleh k? lawa giler tau!]! troz aku da stat xcited n speed up akunyer pace ntok amek d free popcorn n lari masok d wayang hall, looking 4ward to see any other popular celebrities. fortunately, d citer br nk stat when kitorg arrived. wee! d nyte waz reallie looking up 4 us....
n sitting juz a few rows away 4rom us waz howard!! aww~ so near but yet so far.. he lookz waaaaay cute off tv.. n dat dimple.. haiz... n den dpt bobwal nan vernetta lopez! haha! seram sejuk jer sey.. so many thingz happened larh on dat fateful day. funny. embarrassing. i wanna sae more but letz juz seal d mouth 4 d moment huh?
lalalala~ watched cheaper by d dozen 2 smalam nan zak. [no, i waz telling d truth when i said that aku definitely tarak money gikz. :g] coz dear zak dgn baek hatinyer offered ntok blanjer aku. haha! cheers! anw, hilary lookz damn weird in dat citer......... boo! but aku suker nora! yeah! muzti nengok coyote ugly nxt mondae! itz been so long.. :(
n yeah, while we're on d subject, citer paheli yg akn dishow ari sundae kelak iz actualie a gd citer. so jgn ragu2 nk tgk gakz larh.. n little giantz.. n sembilu 2005 n love 4 all seasons.. n......... wee! i lurb d holidayz!
2 more wkz 2 go! =)
wil sum1 b kind enuff 2 remind mak aku dat mengpush bdk yg da hampir giler cam aku ntok decide akunyer own future iz very very d bad coz tk pasal2 aku leh lari umah tau tk??! or even better, lg negri!! haiz.. pening dey~ unnecessary larh nik sumer..
naper cam mudah gi2 ntok kengkawan aku 2 sumer tau aper citer2 dorg n path maner dorg nk ikot ntok kejar dorgnyer dreamz while aku lakz maseh terkapai2 nk carik haluan aku sendrik. baybel nan sekor kwn aku yg da grad poly n der blg aku 2 choose akunyer own interest. senang sey diucapkan. aku sendrik tk tau bidang aper yg aku interested in. sejak kecik akunyer ambition berubah2 n now when aku da reach d age 2 finallie choose, i dun haf aniting in mind. dat kinda suckz sey.. d easiest way out wil b lari pi jc n give myself anuder 2 yr 2 tink but...... 2 b honest, these dayz, everitime aku pejamkan mater, i see myself in poly, not in jc wearing tat cacat uniform. i noe tat da lamer aku idam2kan nk get selected 4 jc but now.. aku tk sure aku iz up to going thru a secondary sch-like life again. haiz.. cant i juz skip thru all these tedious stuffz n lari pi blaja pat one of d university pat australia? *grinz*
wee! definitely, he iz n wil alwayz b my dream guy! if der appear dpan mater aku skarang, aku sanggop tk sambong sch gikz n lincah pi kawen nan der! haha! [anw, i dun mean him az in d actor k? i mean him az in d character he played in lovers in paris! :g ]
zack: kan aku ckp jom pi gunting rambot sesamer. ader baucer gikz. save duet aku ckit. weee~ lepaz 2 ko leh blanjer aku nengok citer le grand voyage! yeah!
while in d mrt on my way 2 tp smalam, i saw diz guy yg ader lips so beautiful which i've never seen b4 in my whole entire life. itz full on both upper n lower lips but itz not like d negro ppl nyer type of full. mayb coz dernyer lipz nyer curve iz juz so perfectly ryte. n itz kinda pink n shiny but d weird ting iz, it doesnt look like he'z wearing a lip gloss or aniting. it lookz so natural. haha! frz time sak aku attracted 2 a lakik coz of dernyer lips. cant keep my eyes off him 4 even a sec, especiallie since der dok tol2 directly dpan aku. *sigh dreamily* i wan a guy wif tat kinda lip! nk! nk!
woho! went 2 d beyond o level nyer seminar @ tp smalam. kinda hoping tat it myte help aku decide but d cacat ppl keep on emphasising pasal tp graduates nyer future. haiz.. but but! one ting yg aku realize time de seminar iz, AKU NK PI BLAJA PAT AUSTRALIA! heez! told d mom tat smalam n she went on n on abt money. ah wel, hu carez! letz rob d bank!
nk ikot d ppl pi sp lakz niarik but cacat tingz like 2 appear on such a beautiful dae. haiz... even if aku choose pi poly, aku stil tk tau which course 2 take coz d bro discourage my choice of business management. tinking back, y do i even choose tat @ d frz place?
heez! bangger japz amek gambar. biler org 2 ckp pree, troz kitorg da siap lari pi dpan cam. yeay! but dpan 2 sumer byk org k? paisey gakz.. thus d cacat smile. ahakz
anw, had fun @ nyp td. tho i muz sae, when kitorg pi d tour, i dun understand d ting dat d ppl iz explaining. I HAVENT STUDY TAT KINDA STUFFZ LARH! so stop using tat kinda hard, weird wrdz! oho! n akunyer guide lakz iz cacat! der suker mumbling sengsorg den der xpect kitorg ntok paham ckp der.
mumul: "who what?!" "go what?!" haha! i like pissing her off! so go n blame urself u badot!
actuallie, when i reached there, dorg iz giving out diz red angpow stuffz n insist 4 kitorg ntok bukak @ dat point gakz. so aku juz jd baek n ikot. pulled out a paper n suddenlie d pomp yg kasi aku d angpow got xcited n tarik aku pi diz one booth. seriouslynyer blur sey @ dat time n da pusing2 blakang looking @ fas n zak 4 a clue or sumting but dorg juz stand there nengok aku kener drag 2 nowhere. haha! badot larh korg! but den d pomp juz give aku diz one huge bag n congratulate aku 4 winning their so-called top prize. *sigh.. shud name it d huge, heavy, cacat prize coz d bag iz real huge kay?!! + ugly.. + heavy. n i juz reached there. tat meanz tat aku haf 2 drag d bag ard d sch d whole day. paisey amat dey.. n evryone keep staring n ader student even tanyer y aku pi bwk beg besar2 juz ntok pi open house dorg. haiz.. tho aku muzti berterimer kaseh kpader 2 ekor sahabat ku yg membantu aku mengangkat beg cacat itu di saat2 tgn aku nga lenguh. lurply! mmuah!
nk strawberry cheesecake nyer ice cream! :( oh dear sis, biler larh ko nk dpt gaji..... :/
remy: yeah.. i get tat often.. hahahaa!
my hime.... d moz depressing anime nyer citer i've ever seen... even wrse than citer windstruck kay??! haiz.. but.. after being d down 4 berbelas2 episod.. d laz ep reallie nyer heartwarming sey.. haha! aku nyer emotion da dipermaen2kan oleh a tv show......... again..
anw, life iz weird.. d manusier yg aku kejar2kan alwayz seemz so far away from me however much aku increase my pace.. but d manusier yg aku nk larikan dr from iz juz a step away blakang aku. annoying dey.. tahap aku juz nk pekik pat der ntok leave aku alone n move on ngan life der sendrik but tat wil b too harsh huh? i tried 2 drop hintz. i mean, nampak sah when der nk bobwal nan aku, aku juz step layan x layan.. tat wud haf been easy 2 get, aite??! so y der sunggo.............................
remy: nah.. x kesah.. aniting 4 u my dear..
anw, i noe diz haz been long due n aku da even wrote diz a long time ago cumer aku luper/malaz nk post. so here goez..
10 things i wanna see in diz new year, 2006
1) straight A's in my o level cert!!!!! ........... k k, i noe i've promised myself not 2 tink abt dat stupid result ting but i cant help it!! i'm seriously damn bored. n ppl asking me where i wanna go nxt after getting my result seriously doesnt help a ting!
2) my cacat, indian neighbour wil stop bothering me. hiding / pretending 2 sleep when she comes over everytime iz getting quite old. hmmmm.. or mayb i shud come up wif a new excuse! or..... i shud juz freaking lock the gate 24/7. she juz barge in everytime she likes, k??!! stupid pomp!
3) ppl stop saying "watever happenz, u're all winners" b4 announcing the actual winner in d competition. how can d loser b a winner if they endz up wif noting or less than the actual winner??!!
4) a nice, cute, rich guy hu wil propose 2 me n promise 2 take care of me 4 d rest of my life. then i wont haf 2 werry abt money animore............ rrryte!
5) ppl in d mrt hu're holding on 2 de pole yg pat atasnyer stop trying 2 push their armpits towards me. itz disgusting and smelly. AND ITZ JUZ FREAKING RUDE!!! especially if sumone yg seriouslynyer pemalaz nk shave armpit sendrik. erkz.
6) the tv ppl wil start playing lez advertisement in d middle of d story. sumtimez i juz haf 2 resort 2 recording d story instead coz then am able 2 at least fast 4wrd d ad part. =/
7) world peace!! haiz.. y cant ppl juz live happily ever after? y muz there be war @ d frz place? ................. yeah. dat applies 2 d family too. stop d nagging, misunderstanding, arguments and... and... everyting!!
8) bebdk hu throw tantrum pat public places shud b fined!!!
9) ppl 2 stop accusing me of doing stuffz tat i dont do.... or accusing me of not doing stuffz tat i do do! ASK PROPERLY FRZ CANNOT ZZIT??!! [speciallie 4 my dear mum]
10) to haf diz one gift yg i've been wanting since aku dilahirkan gikz - d ability 2 read pplz mind...
yeah! itz gonna b a wonderful life!
dj: hmmm.. lemme see.. bkshop keeper [not 2 mention, MAKREPnyer shop keeper] n penggoreng telor........ now tell me, which one iz more kentalon? HUH?!?! *jelir lidah pat ko bebyk kali*
selamat ari rayer kpader sekalian pembacer. like alwayz, mlm rayer waz spent @ d nenek's n diz time, akak akunyer tunang ikot samer n bcoz of him, aku terlepaz dr diganggu oleh pakcik2 aku coz dorg choose to turn their attention 2wardz him instead. haha! 4 d frz time ever aku feel so grateful having der az bakal abg ipar aku. muahahahaha!
citer2 yg ku nk nengok pat wayang:
derailed
in her shoes
elizabethtown [d plot iz kinda interesting, but i hate d ppl. :s ]
narnia [it top d chart 4 wkz, k? :g]
d dark
a chinese tall story
d family stone [nk nengok lg! nk! nk!]
---> coming soon:
match point
final destination 3
rumor haz it
yeay! i want more money! also, i havent visited laserflair 4 almoz a wk now... i miz my babiez......
sumting annoying n stupid happened td n i guez i went kinda out of control. called my sis while der nga kejer n der pick up my call sounding annoyed coz aku ganggu der but seriously sey, i dun noe hu elze 2 go to. told her the story n i started crying like hell [mind ya, i'm in public den n i got lotsa stares... busybodies! :S ] n guez wat? she totally laughed @ me. idiot! ergh!
yeah! i noe sumtimez i can get so pessimistic n emotional, but hey! comfort me~ not laugh AT me. felt totallie stupid after tat. n if she repeat d story 2 anione, am gonna kill her........................ seriously!
........... n y am i even tinking of writing diz? .......... oh ryte! a small note 2 everyone: kill me if u see me slowly turning into an emotional pessimist.... reallie!
heez! cacat sey akunyer frz dae of wrk smalam. aku sampai saner, tempat der da crowded giler tau coz nga lunch hour. abih aku sampai saner n blg de ppl aku bdk br den sekor org ciner 2 kater "pegi goreng telor sana". imagine ah akunyer shock biler dgr instruction der. coz when aku ask d interviewer wat kinda job is it, beliau clearly said tat it iz a "counter staff" so naturallie aku tot der meant de one yg amek2 kan nasi n lauk 4 ppl. DER DUN EVEN ASK IF I NOE HOW 2 COOK @ D FRZ PLACE!! haiz..... cant blame me seot dat moz of akunyer telor mater lembut turned out so hangoz n everyting. :S
den after tat goreng ayam [tank God 4 timer], fillet n tahu [no timer tho, *sigh], sausage [it floats! yeay!] n lotsa lotsa other kitchen wrk. ergh! how did i end up wif diz job??!! how??!!!!
nazirah: tk pernah deny aper..... :g
i got a job! i got a job! now tat wud keep d sis's mouth shut 4 a while. but now, hu wantz 2 bet how long am gonna laz in diz job?? d factory ting got 2 dayz.. den d laz one 5 dayz........... so how abt 1 wk? :P
but seriously sey, d moment org 2 ckp i got d job, troz aku raser satu badan aku penat giler2 n all i wanted 2 do then waz campakkan dr aku on d katil n tdo d whole dae until aku start wrk esok. haha! cacat lah plakkan? haiz... i lurve my life now. aku da pungut byk citer dr umah abg aku n lg byk gikz lom nengok. but akak aku mentang2 da stat sch, der seriouslynyer dengki nengok aku hidop sejahtera dan aman slalu. so wat can i sae, i'm a gd person. it aint gd 2 biarkan akak aku sendrik berdengki-dengkian so aku pi lah crk kejer tadi pagi. and unfortunately, i got it! ............. *sobz*
yeay! muni juz sent aku sum picturez!
i tot i look cool den................. but y doez it look stupid now?
d battle of d sexes................ haha! now i noe we look cool! ader style pro tk? *grinz*
d theme iz pink, dj, PINK!! and thou shall not stand out from d rest of us! so boo! :P
dj: maner ader! kalo kompem 2 citer lamer, maknernyer...... aku mati2 da kener tipu by laserflair....... coz aku pinjam tat dvd 4 5 ringgit tau! a prize 4 newly released dvd, tat iz.. :g
fas: aww.. *hugz ngko* aku tau ngko nak belikan ntok aku. tho aku nak muker ngko yg original nyer ah!! pembaydek ngko! *tolak ngko masok laut*
fas: tanak! :g *gigit ngko* haha! aku da scrub2 giler2nyer ah ngan dettol biler aku pulang. tk leh carry sey bau "toilet" der. erkz! :S wonder tho if zak balek umah troz mandi bunger coz nk get rid of pomp 2 nyer saliva... hmmmmmmmmmmmm... haha! weird pomp..
zaf: *gasp* haz it ever occured 2 yu how much more dangerous it wud be if i actuallie haf a boyfren??!! .................. *grinz*
hey hey. my laz entry 4 d year. weird, huh? i mean, practicallie, everyting iz d same mcm laz year sey; same resolution, same family, n d same me! ok ok, mayb i've changed.. a lil more sophisticated mayb? [haha! cepat agree fas!]
i've done a lot of tinking recently.................. [nop, i stil dunnoe where am going in my life so shut up!] .................. it's abt..
if i'm given d chance, hu wud i wanna look like? so here goez, my top 10! [hehe! u shud gif me credit 4 bothering 2 even tink wif my heart n soul..... which i actuallie did, btw! :g ]
10: Rani Mukherjee
oh.. ok ok.. i confess.. i juz lurve her voice. :g i want! i want! [cute, lil, backgrd voice "wan wan!"...... ok, am lame. :g ]
9: Fiona Xie
d manjer voice n face.... ok~ anuder voice i want.. haiz.. i've alwayz had diz.. erm.. voice abnormalities.. so i kinda envy those ppl hu actuallie noe and understand their voice........... boo! :g
8: Jessica Alba
haha! now i noe hu jessica alba iz, diana. i've watched d honey movie but when korg talk abt der, never noe tat the she iz she. =)
7: Kate Beckinsale
...... yeah.. her laz name iz kinda weird... oh! and she'z tat pomp in serendipity. she lookz kinda sweet in tat movie actuallie....... but y diz pic kinda portrays.. erm.. bitchiness... hah!
6: Kim Jeoung-eun [sori if i get d name wrong. itz hard to pronounce and to spell.]
ok, i must clarify tat she iz d one in d backgrd. ryte! cant get a pic of her alone. now tatz a problem wif asian stars. i've been longing 4 a picture of diz one brunei guy [which, since itz been so long, i've even forgotten his name] but i cant find a ting too.. haiz..
5: Eliza Dushku
when i did stat tinking abt making diz list ting, i actuallie 4got abt her until aku open "my pictures" folder 2 store the top 10 nyer picture n boom! there she iz. haiz.. blame her 4 not having any movie out 4 so long........ i guez itz tat "tru calling" ting tat she did which kinda invite many destructive criticism. note 2 actor/actress wanna-be: choose ur scripts wisely.
4: Eva Longoria
she's petit! yeay! i've alwayz wanted 2 b small like her! lookz cute, aite? wil definitely help me wif tat "letz-make-a-pitiful/cute-face-so-i-can-actualie-get-out-of-diz-mess" tingy. rrryte!
3: Jennifer Aniston
she got kicked down 2 spot. n u noe y? coz of tat vince vaughn tingy!!! otherwise, she'z cool........ so0o0.. if i get a haircut like hers, wont i look az cute??? *excited tone* ........... [itz a rhetorical Q, kay?]
2: Evangeline Lilly
when i frz look @ her during tat frz lost episode, she looked.. plain but now da masok season 2, all i wanna see in dat story is her scenes! [best, if possible, with sawyer. =) ]
and d frz, on top of my list, Rachel Mcadams
hehe. u shud see her in the family stone!! she dun look like a nerd wif tat spec, kay? i tink she lookz cool. definitely! i noe of a movie called "d notebk" but i never noe tat itz starring her. now, i shall go n find tat cd.
but she'z definitely way cooler than hilary n lindsay. at least she dun haf all tat stupid rumourz flying ard. low-profile, or juz d paparazzi aint interested, i never n dun wanna noe. d point iz, i moz wanna look like her!!