watched next top model last sunday and to be honest, i really hate anchal. i hate her more than i hate monique and melrose, combined together. they for one da memang bully-ers. but who the hell put themselves so willingly infront of bully-ers, asking to be bullied and kutok-ed like she did?
she made herself look oh-so-insecure infront of people so of course people will talk about her behind her back aite? its just natural. so why the hell is she crying then? god sometimes i cant figure out how people's mind works.
maybe i havent been kutok-ed so bad tahap aku nak nangis air mata darah gitu.. maybe i'm lucky.. i dont know.. or maybe i just stop caring.. because as you grow up, you see that its useless going about in life, thinking about what people think/say about you. yes. it may be untrue. yes. it may be hurtful. but the more you think about it, wont it just make you feel worse? wont you just hate the person more, dreading those times when you're going to see her [note the her k. deny as much as you want but i think pomps are bigger gossiper than the lakiks. n of course i dont deny, i'm one of them. even those unlucky people who walked past me on the streets got kutok-ed. =) ] again.. life sucks when you think that it sucks. so stop making it suck. if you think you're cool, then you're cool. if you thin you're hot, then you're hot. screw whatever else people say..
note: the blogger is really not talking from her own experience.. [really, you people dont need to be so paranoid that i had found out about your favourite past time which bacenly involve me] to be honest, she has forgotten how long it has been since someone last talked bad about her behind back.. ahhh.. ignorance is bliss. but again, if the blogger has forgotten her recent experiences in which she had reacted badly towards kutok-ing comments, please forgive her. forgetfulness is bliss =)
and yes you bacen friend of mine, this entry is also for you. i really dont mind you whining to me, but it's no use if you still think about it after venting it all out on me. =P
heheh, k this has been so0o long overdue.. but this is buket belacan... well..... part of... taken from the pakcik's house. my favourite mesianyer hot spot. weeee~
this week has been the slackest! wuish. kinda make me wish that i dont have to take that bacen advanced maths which is starting next week.... or maybe next 2 week? god i dont know. np really sucks in informing people of this kinda stuff..
oh i've gotten my book prize money! heheh. now i can go to the facial this sun, guilt-free! =)