i have a presentation tomorow, and not forgetting the test which i dont have a book for so i have to suffice myself with the lecture slides, which is so0o gonna be a disadvantage for me since the teacher had clearly said that the questions are all from the book.
its funny how people can manage to fork out over 300 bucks for a new phone and refuse to buy a school textbook costing a mere 30 bucks. =D ok. maybe i'm just a plain idiot. *yawn*
anw, i just found out something that happened to a friend so long long ago and is now kicking myself for.. er.. not caring then? i dont know, i guess it might be hard for people to tell me stuff when i'm not telling them anything.
kinda remembered an innocent conversation i had when i was in my lower secondary years with a friend of mine that roughly go like this
me: but why wont they trust me with that story?
friend: maybe cause they thought you are not close enough?
me: so how do we become close?
friend: tell them about you. your secrets and stuffs..
me: so i go around telling people about my secrets?
friend: ..... no!
kinda lame right? heh. people thought that i dont wanna have a close relationship where we share our problems just cause i rarely talk about myself, like personally. its just that, i dont have secrets. its as plain as that. i dont have anything worth mentioning.
when you're friends with me, all you gonna get is my randomness and stupid lame-ass jokes now and then. but that doesnt mean i'm not open to the idea of a serious conversation.
its amazing how i manage to live a life void or lacking in climaxes. guess it kinda helps when i have friends who live like people in blockbuster movies. hee hee.
never mind, one day i'm gonna be a big big superstar and adopt lotsa african babies and make headlines all over. and god, please include penn badgley in that wonderful future of mine. weeeee