a few days ago, the mum told me that while i was asleep, i called out hannan's name and 'talked' to him, asking him to go out with me somewhere and stuffs... and i cannot even recall what i was dreaming about then sehh.
i do, however, remember dreaming of the buntak gang and me having a fight about some ridiculous stuffs, but really really no hannan. what the hell sia..
talking about dreams, there was this one time, a few months ago, when i got locked out of the house because i, ahem, came back home late. almost midnight, i think. but i did call her to say that i'm gonna be late seh. i guess the fact that i was out on a malam jumaat, coincidentally also my first day of period, and somemore alone with a chinese guy, kinda freaked her out. but nevermind, point of the story, the next morning, like subuh2, the nenek called and suddenly asked about me. of course the mom was curious right?
so she asked her lah why the sudden interest, so early in the morning somemore. then the nenek said that she dreamt about me yesterday, and she heard my voice like frantically calling out to the mum and all. thats why she woke up feeling all worried for me.
well, it's not like me and the nenek has some special bond or something. i dont even think i'm her favourite grandchild (wooo pilu. hahah kay my fault lah, i rarely have time to go visit her.). but a bit touched also seh.
dreams....
sometimes you wonder if they ever mean anything.
sometimes you wish it would come true.
but most of the times, you tell yourself to just forget about it cause it's sleep's play (mainan tidur. hahah why translate into english like weird.)
yet you find yourself still holding on to it, hoping that someday, it will make sense, and answer all your overdued questions.