zack: haha! da tau pas2 biler aku tanyer saper, x nk blg.. dengki ehk? :g
n yeah, maner ader aku byk amek pic 2arik huh???? ........... actuallie more like x sempat larh.. haha!
zaki: taak!! taaaak! zack threaten suro pilih antarer korg duer.. *sedeh* kompem kalo zaki tanyer, mul of coz pilih zaki. *grinz* [n of coz kalo zack tanyer, mul pilih zack............... bkn bermuker2 kay? nik namernyer menjager hati. muahahaha!]
zafyrahh: heez. creeps macammaner 2? alah x aper.. dok sg diam2. aku galakkan kay!! [since aku giler2nyer beg org2 pat umah nik pi cuti, x ader yg sudi] weeeheee~ saper pi luar negri tlah mencurangi aku! yer! =(
radhiah: ...................... ah. ko telah lebeh menyedehkan akuuu. =( BILER KO NK ABIZ SKOLAH HUH??!!! aku rinduu layparkz nan ko n zapiiiiiiiiii!
n yeah, tagboard camner gikz ko nk pat sany's. kan ader deryer.. erm.. lobsters. heez!
penat kay makcik fas kiter pi masakkan mee goreng ntok kitorg sumer. kol 5 pg ehk da bgn?? hiahahahaha! [extra toppingz by dear, senget zack]
nik masterpiece aku kay??! haha! i reallie like d view... x mcm pat sg.. heez! haiz.. am missing d pantai again.. =/
"wooooh". hidir nampak jaws kah? heez! anw, liquefied kaki aku nan zack. bukan aper, nk tutop aurat.. hiahahaha! angkat sluar tinggi2 sey. x leh carry. esp time 2 nga surut, abeh berani larh kan pi dpan2. skalik der stat pasang, wave besar2 dtg climbing. habiz sumer sluar aku basah. *gayleng2 paler*
stepping titanic but.. but...... jack aku kecik! haha!
woh? salah gambar keeer? heez. kompius larh~
d sis pinjam citer d ghost of maenak n der, d mom n d tunang pi nengok sesamer pat dlm bilik, meninggalkan aku sensorg pat hall. x peberet larh. aku lebih reler dpt tdo lener mlm nik rather than x tenang skarang coz dorg sengajer bukak citer kuat2 n bwat aku weird alone pat luar. haiz.. da lamer kay aku x nengok citer han2 since emily rose nyer n i wish 2 keep it dat way. x mo influence aku gikz!! x eloook!!
nxt wk kener ganti kan gikz pat mesjid. weehheee~ more duet! more! more!
sany: pulau ubin nyer pantai?? *raise eyebrow* ader aper seh. nk pi australia nyer pantai!!! kiter surfing jom!
n ko evil bobwal pasal ke-poof-an anak ko w/o a trace of kesedehan or regrets. =(
zack: laen kali nk pi beach PI BWK BATTERY BEBYK LARH!! haha! bacen seot nga gayrek2 amek gambar skalik zack nyer camera mati. troz after tat sumer da "abeh nk bwat aper gikz sey".. haha! lawakz larh..
ko baydekkan biler ko ckp ko tau saper zaki unlez ko ader contact der luar dr tagboard aku.. kwang kwang kwang.. oh zaki, ur secret iz safe w me k? haha! sweeetnyer akuuu.
kalo nk pi bowling, anitime dey aku bersedier but kalo nk pi pool, muzti blg aku 10 ari in advance so aku leh pi prepare duluk! haha! x sanggop k kener crushed gikz mcm tuarik.. =/ motto hidop aku: nk bwat bender bersunggo2 muzti end up emerging az d top. hiahahaha!
maisara n zack: come larh aku jempot korg dtg umah aku kiter bwat movie marathon citer bb mountain, big momma's house 2, fd 3. weeeee~ aku charge murah jer tau!! erm erm.. satu kepaler $7 on weekdayz, $9.50 on weekendz. amaciam? *grinz*
zaki: oh zaki~ x mo jd evil larh!! kalo bwat puff cream, muzti sering mengeshare antarer satu samer laen. mul kan zakinyer dearest n baikest *cough2*.. kan kan?? *grinz*
aah eh. ader sey zack ko nampak zaki muzti ko lintang pukang nyer coz terperanjat n malu2. haha. x aper x aper.. sa2 ari..
[backgrd music: satu ari di hari raya~
aku menangez tanda gembira
aku menangez tanda ku cinta
kepadaNya~]
nazirah: ko larh lambat. saper suro asek nk kejer jer sampai x igt langsong pon nan aku nik yg kempunan nengok pantai. =( janji melayuuuuu [curik fav quote rodi. muahahahaha!]
zafyrahh: haha! x larh. zack nk organise excursion der sendrik pi batam. bwk aku pi australia jer larh zack!!! kan lagi dekaaat! anw, pakai baju PE?? hahaaha! da sampai lom seluar pink pe korg tu?? weee~ amek gambar bebyk tunjok pat aku!! *grinz*
radhiah: ................ tak!! taaaaaaaaaaaaaak!! aku tau aper definition mentel ko 2 but sunggo tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!! hiahahahaha! k k. drama japz. *tendang rod*
2 larh.. aku ajak ko pi australia honeymoon-ing nan aku x nk.. abeh nk jelez aku pi romentik pat beach nan k nazi? hiahahahaha! *golek2... adoi.. saket perot*
citer beauty n d geek smalam kekek sey.. but d geekz x mcm geek sgt larh actualie. aku personallie pikir tat tat mensa member guy [brad zzit?] iz kinda cute. weeheeee~ but seriously sey, hu carez tat these ppl r geekz. they're brainy... they haf better jobz... dorg kayeeeeeeeeeeer. muahahahaha!
aku ngantok! bacen larh d manusier2 pat umah aku nik. d bro came over ard 9 n der, d mom n d sis bobwal2 pasal hantu pat kitchen but aku dr dlm bilik da leh dgr kekecohan dorg n terbgn japz. lari pi tutop pintu bilik n sambong tdo balek n den dlm kol 10 dorg ACTUALLIE masok dlm bilik aku n bobwal pat c2 k while d bro bukak tv kuat2!! nampak sgt sengajer seot.. da larh smalam satu ari kuar... sok pepg nk pi ganti sorg ustat nik pat mesjid salim mattar. haha! sedeh k pi balek 2 d tpat yg tlah mengreject aku. haiz.. selamer2nyer ker aku serve az a relief tchr jer pat c2?
haiz.. aku upset larh.. it wud haf been the dae.. i waz gonna sae sumting when der cut in n bobwal pasal sumting elze yg amat2 menggangu aku. normal larh kan nk jelez....... but pikir2 balek, aper larh tpat aku sey.. paleng2 kalo der accept aku, aku nik jd replacement jer ker? haish.. x suker larh pikiran ginik.. wanna run off pi grab citer a chinese tall story [nicholas tse botakz!] b4 akuneyr mind start suggest bebender yg lebeh burok n menyedihkan. bubbyez ppl..
aku pening larh.. bacen bdk tusyen n mak der membuli aku jer tau... haiz.. aku update sok k sayaaaang?
with lurve, hugz, kisses, n watever else possible
mumul
p/s: kekek larh nengok garisan takdir. drama habizzz. tho aku x tgk larh.. juz jeleng2 jer dr mejer com. ;)
radhiah: alah~ alaaaah~ ko ajak aku jer kiter pi berdua2an kirer honeymoon apeeer~
fas: wei wei. aper pasal aku pulak? pi blame zaki jer larh!
n yeah, korg duer [fas n rodi] hit d jackpot!! come blanjer d owner of d tagboard strawberry cheesecake ice cream!!
zafyrahh: haha! am impressed ko pakai caps letter pat dpan namer aku...... k k. x penteng. juz cm weird.. hehehehe
zack: haha! aper nk dikater.. kalo org nyer personality x bagoz, muzti larh amat2 dibenci oleh sumer.
nazirah: biler?? biler?? jom aku curik ko dr sch n bwk ko lari pi PANTAI. ;)
zaki: x ajak x kesah...=g ............ unlez..... zaki nk blanjer? *wink wink*
zaki: x mo ah jelez. mul disygi ramai k? muzti learn 2 share me w everyone else. haha!
n pi blajar saner larh. kan mul ckp, nak pi honeymoon nan rodi... kan kan rod?? muahahahaha!
nk pi pantai~ *gaylek2* nk pi pantai~ note 2 self: muzti off hempon n tarik line taypon pat umah so bebdk nik sumer x akn ader chance nk cancel laz min gikz. hiahahaha! aku iz bijak!
david d crooner iz sweet larh. clean-cut-boyish-looking guyz never failz ntok mencurik tempat pat hati aku. haha! wonder tho y byk org ckp ace iz d supposedly handsomest contestant lakik diz season. 0_o simon iz waaay cuter than him. heez!
bacennyer lakik x jwb2 akunyer mail. shud pi suro yahoo auction letak rule mewajibkan d seller ntok contact d buyer dlm maser 1 jam. correct! nk final destination akuuuuu!........ and brokeback mountain. *grinz* come wat may, aku stil akan nengok citer 2 gakz. heez!
when rod called n blg, akunyer mind juz totallie shut down sey. got off d phone n vented my anger pat d mom... n i dun noe how n y, i juz started crying while telling her everyting.. x xpect k? i am looking 4ward 2 tat. i juz wanna hang w my prenz. i want juz tat one last memory.......... sial ah.. am hating them more n more now.. they shud haf juz straight out said no when i asked. tat way aku wont even haf d time 2 hope. 2 imagine how much fun it'll b when it actualie happens. but no. they dragged.... 4 3 freaking dayz.
ah.. fuck them. aku juz nk sae tankz 2 rod 4 helping me out. tho it didnt wrk out.. but one dae k? one dae.. =)
n yeah sany, u caught me @ d wrong time. aku waz stil recovering 4rom d shock when u called so am sory if i sound off or aniting..
haiz.. i had a great dae sey td..... y does it haf 2 end w so much tearz..
fas: haha! kesian aku nengok ko kompius. well.. zaki n zack is not d same person larh. 2 jek yg aku leh bantu ko. heez!
n jgn nk saybok ikot aku pi honeymoon pat australia nan rodh!! muahahahaha!
chet. ko nik. pandai berkater sahajer padahal aku tau, aku tau! ko larh yg akan melalak abez biler see aku off pat airport kelak. *smilez* x aper.. aku memahami.. =)
kakak aku: ko ah x pernah nk igt ntok tanyer aku. aku msg ko pat msn troz ko lesap. sedeh k? =(
kakak aku: ko nk suro aku kirer ker? *muker werried*
zaki: .......... x mo ah.. kang mul x nk bobwal nan zaki gikz br tau. =g
sany: ah~ kiter anak beranak tlah dipermaenkan!! jom kiter run off pi east coast n tinggalkan dorg sumer!! *high five!*
sany: dorg go "waaaah" az in "waaaaaaaaah [melalak menangez]" kan kan??!! =)
zack: woh~ ko takot merindui amat kan?? k k.. aku memahami.. :>
AND EKSYEN SAKET AJER TAU!! *gigitz ko*
lg baper bulan jer kan. so da nk balek gakz larh. kiter planning in advance! [kater2 dr seseorg yg hari2nyer 24 jam dispend di dpn tv]
*sigh. aku x stay up all nyte ntok nengok real madrid kena crushed by arsenal kay? kompemed kalo kanou kyosuke join d match pat rm nyer side, da byk kali der leh score. kebacenan. haiz..
aku da serik lari angkat taypon everytime aku dgr der dering coz aku nga giler2nyer hoping it wud b rod. n den biler dgr suarer der, aku da start 2 interpret dernyer tone. iz she bringing gd or bad newz? haiz.. saza iz being evil larh by delaying diz stuff.. membiarkan kan hope seorg bdk kecik tergantong begi2 sahajer. d longer it dragz, d more disappointed i'll b if akunyer request x diapproved kelak. argh!! x memahami larh org2 tuer nik sumer!!!
fas: wei. aku stil join korgnyer reunion aper even tho time 2 luker pat hati aku maseh raw rabakz2. =g anw, nurid da nk balek!! aha! aku hepi rabakz2! jom kiter pi picnic! [kater2 dr seseorg yg da masok 4 bulan x pi beach]
anw, aper cinter2 huh? 0_o
haha! so kirer da byk org tau gakz larh ko da nk tukar sch. so walau aku publicly blg, stil org da tau. boo! =g
AND KO CUMER TUKAR SCH YG STIL PAT SG KAN??!! jgn nk mentel eh.. :S
zack: tau sedeh. so saper suro pi??!! *gigitz ko*
jgn luper bwk gambar aku bebyk n tampal all over bilik ko pat kampus saner..... cukup x? kalo x, leh mintak aku. satu album aku kasi ko. =)
nazirah: wei. ngadu2 penat jer tau.. but stil dpt duet kan??!! come share half of gaji ko larh dgn adek ko nik.. *smile sweetly* =)
zafyrahh: haha! x slalu k? nik pon coz dorg maseh lom start dorgnyer own life..... nantik kalo da ader life sendrik, aku pon diluperkan...... *lari pi corner n nangez sendrik*
anw, sumer org reply pat tag aper. kan cam da biaser gi2. so aku reply pat post larh. aku kan.. erm.. leh dikategorikan under bebdk yg out of ordinary. weeehee~
sany: wei! anak da besar x leh pukol2 gikz k??!! *lari pi taypon polis*
argh!! argh!! aku leh naek giler tunggu rodi pulang n bwk tat piece of news 4 aku. nampak gayer cm x ader harapan sey.. but stil...... haiz.. am tat desperate huh? =(
anw, aku nk slaughter zack nan fas!! bacen korg bwat aku hepi giler2 biler korg ajak aku pi beach tuarik n den cancel laz min smalam. crushed k? d laz time aku pi beach iz time kitorgnyer o practical xm pat chij. tu pon time nga pakai baju sch n lg baper min nk kener lari pi dok 4 xm so x leh memaen giler2 sgt. haiz.. sedeh dey.. nk bury myself in d sand!! nk flirt nan lakik step surfers!! nk nengok bebender yg cumer leh dilihat pat tepi pantai!! nk tangkap ikan!!
smalam aku ader tusyen pat yishun kol 7.30 but sumhow, SUMHOW, aku reach saner ard 6.45. haha! bacen k? mcm org slenger rounding northpoint x ader hal. tho aku stil wonder, naper kiddy palace x ader toys huh??!! bacen unnecesary clothes 4 small budakz. ader larh aku igt kan leh waste time maen2 nan keter2 ker, piano ker.. bacen. sum1 pi suro kp jual more toys!!
smalam aku mimpi aku naek kuder n pusing2 ard sch w everyone "wah"ing everytime aku lalu dorg. hahahahaa! it waz fun! weee~
sany: *tendang daddy* shhhh!
radhiah: oh rodi darling! aku tau kalo aku x taypon ko, ko x taypon aku, walau sehari pon, ko yg akan menanggong rindu yg amat2. see see lepaz ko tag bender nik jer tgahari ko da taypon aku. muahahaha!
zack: *sigh.. yerlah.. syg ko.. tatz y aku werry. but stil, gud luck larh dlm mencrk haluan hidop ko sendrik... =(
zaki: ah? saper rukia? anw, aper stail larh!! dr dulu kan mul letak bleach nyer blogskin pat mulnyer blog??!! =g
zaki: aww.. zaki jelez.. all 4 d wrong reason. muahahahaha! *tawer golek2*
zaki: bukit blacan pat kl larh! maner pat batam ader buket blacan.. aiyoo.. luper ehk??!!! x snonoh.. =g AND X PERLU K INFO MCM 2??!! =/
radhiah: yer yer.. but ari nik maseh lom abez k? see aku da bwat entry br. =g coz oh am juz so busy d whole dae. aku managed 2 pasang a keter racing nyer bender 4rom scratch tau!! susah k pakai screw driver sumer.. n when aku da finallie finished it, i switched it on.. but sumhow, d keter juz x nk gerak. argh!!! i cant believe i spent more than an hour on tat stupid ting yg wont even cooperate. am moving on 2 jigsaw puzzle. weehee~ puzzle hunting 2moro~
radhiah: anw, watz w d janji melayuu hah? ko mengutok melayu eh??!! pantang melayu dicabar k?? ................ tho am actuallie a boyanese.... weeehee~ am an indon!
2 b honest, i dun haf aniting 2 sae.
note 2 rod: .............. but i stil post an entry k? muahahaha! am bijak!! aku tau satu ari ko akan termiss gakz one dae dr membwat entry coz ko haf oh so many hw. blanjer aku choccy when dat time comezz!! oh! dat remindz me! cik milah maseh jual pau sambal?? aku rindu deeeeeeeeey!!
zaki: woh! woh! aku raser aku tau! haha! mcm maner ntah zaraki leh jd zaki. heez! x per.. x per.. bijak.. =p jom kiter pi batam! or or! balek kl! nk mandi pat bukit blacan!! weehee~~
zack: WOI ZACK!! KO BWAT HEART AKU STOP K??!! APER CITER?? APER NIK KES BLAYAR2??!! JGN BLG AKU KO NK JD CAM NURID??!!! mak ai.. x blg sey. kalo x pasal da mlm, aku da lari pi umah ko n force d truth out of u.. BACEN LARH ZAK BWAT AKU WERRIED GINIKZ!! argh!! *sembelih ngko*
maisara: of coz dear.. ;)
nazirah: haha. den ko shud kac der tip camner nk bwat tgn der az smooth az ngko! *cough2*
nazirah: see see! da bangger sgt laz2 saket perot sendrik. =g
argh!! juz 10 minz ago am feeling down coz satu umah sepi jer but now i'll gif aniting ntok bwat mak n akak aku kuar gikz. they're killing me sey. am alreadie feeling sick dgn akunyer senggugut n kepeningan paler aku n dorgnyer bobwal cam buzzing jer sey pat paler otak aku. n suddenlie d mum stat nag pat aku biler nengok diz one advert pat tv pasal teenz n d net. stupid tv. argh!!! shut up ppl!!! .....................................
d umah x der panadol.. how unfortunate can i be? idiot. haiz..
fas: hiahahahaha! abeh ko nk maen kawen2 nan bdk kecik??!! scandal larh ngko.. anw, jadi mak andam az in btol2?? woohoo~ leh ruin kan muker dorg!!
anw, nk congratulate ko pasal dpt masok.. erm.. am i allowed 2 publicly say it? ah well, x kesah. AKU JELEZ LARH!! now ko da ader life br. x leh ngadu k tunggu poly lg 2 bulan. haiz.. sekor2 sey korg sumer larik tinggalkan aku sengsorg.. =(
diana: exactlie!! x bersalah k aku kener dgr der bobwal pasal makrep history sampai larh der reach dernyer point nk suro aku jd doktor. terkebil2 japz sey aku dgr. haha!
smalam pi sch bwang maser dan duet transport larh.. tot at least dpt balek n bobwal nan rod japz cm worth it larh ckit kan.. *suarer trail off.. [jap. nk kac rod guilty. hahahahaha] k k. x nk jd evil.* balek nan kinah n d ppl coz rod ader urusan nan d saza2. berpisah nan kinah, joined fas n syahsyams pat traffic lyte. n giler2nyer aku useher, c fas stil refused nk balek bishan [x elok k x visit naynek ko??!!] dan tertinggal larh aku berduer2an nan c syah.. WEIRD K??!! aku da troknyer x ader idea nk bobwal aper aku stat tanyer pasal kabar abg der. haha! sunggo x normal, aku tau..
n dere waz diz one point where der tried nk hint pasal frenship kitorg yg cm da btolnyer tegang. one part of aku wanna sae sorry pat der 4 hurting her. but x leh luper sey sgaler aper yg der da bwat pat aku. itz not like aku x show akunyer hatred pat diz one particular sifat of der but der juz x nk brubah. of coz am disappointed n i juz pulled away w/o giving her ani warning.. *sigh. sumtimez i feel like an ass..
i need a vacation!!!! weeeeeee~ ....................... but sumting tellz me tat am not going 2 get ani diz year...... stupiz tiles..
zack: *rolls eyes*
fas: haha! der kan mmg cm mak2 n aku lak cm budak2. kener larh! *grinz* shhh.. x mo blg der. hiahahahahaha. aah dey.. 3 kali zzit aku da pi saner? haha! x puas hati larh..
dj: chet. bwat aper nk paisey. kang masok sch br, stil masok sengsorg kan...... unlez ko ader member samer course ah. :g see aku da prepare dr aku mentallie duluk. heez! but den time 2 kan aku nga dok, abih der dok sbelah aku n bobwal pat aku. cam teroknyer evil n rudekan if aku bgn n walk away. plus, aku polite k? :g shud mencontohi cucu ngko!! :>
role-playing iz difficult n tiring. [n no perverts, am not talking abt role playing in bed.] went 2 d naynek's n sepupu2 aku, 4 n 3, ajak aku maen nan dorg. confuse k? kejap2 aku jd doktor, den aku jd security guard of umah dorg, den aku jd dorgnyer boss yg dorg iz supposed 2 masak n bwatkan teh 4.. n lotsa lotsa other stuffz. thankfullie, aku nga pat dlm bilik dgn dorg 2 ekor jer. paisey k org tuer2 nampak? haha! but kinda cutely mrapek gakz ah layan kerenah dorg. awww.. am sweeeet..
haiz.. kinda werried gakz sey sok pi sch. stil terngiang2 suare saza mahmudah "awaklah citer2 sayer, multazamah" if u're wondering wat she's talking abt, she wantz me 2 b a doctor. tatz bacen! i hate blood! i'll b harming my patientz if i actuallie bcome a doctor. erkz! mai!! yasmin!! korg x nk jd doktor ker?!!??
argh. am bored larh. d siz pulang awal niarik n der da conquer d tv.. citer boring. erkz. i dun noe wat else 2 do. dammit. i wanna go back 2 sch. seriously. i mean it. if onlie cam suddenlie sukarti baek ati kac aku waste 1 month pat sch der. muahahaha! i reallie had fun sey yesterdae. even kalo x der d ppl coming n asking abt me, i stil had fun. n yeah, even w k nazi hampir hampir memusnahkan reputasi aku smater2 ntok pi kenalkan aku nan bdk sec 2 slenger maner ntah [dendam k? boo! :g], i stil had fun.. argh!!! bacen poly stat lambat!!
did i mention dat d bacen long john silver da mengdeprive aku of akunyer treasure meal? sejak biler huh dorg x jual bender 2 gikz??!! aku giler2 crk pat menu der, x der nampak pon batang hidong beliau. juz like how mcdonald deprived aku of akunyer teppanyaki burger. wat am i supposed 2 eat now??!!
hahahaha! i juz heard lagu will u b my valentine from don n drew. tot tatz itz gonna b a sweet song k but reallie, how stupid can i b? it iz from don n drew. haha! but i liiiiiiike.
fas: haha! aper citer nurida kuar.. der kan da abandon aku n pi jauh :( heheheeheh! aah! aah! abeh byk org ckp aku lawa!! even supijah!! muahahaha! gemar skalik! tp x slalu k? mcm nk giler aku kejar bus pakai skirt. erkz. disgusting sight. *tendang zap 4 leaving aku ntok b d one yg kejar d bus. :g* heez!
fas: wei wei. bukak rahsia larh ko. *lari pi gigit ngko*
i juz made d moz diff decision in my whole entire life. 4 now lah i guez.. but no more! no more!
went 2 ngee ann sengsorg n d moment aku masok d auditorium, kaki aku da stat jd wobbly n aku pi crk tpat duduk pat d center. yapz! d moz stupidest ting i did 2dae coz aku iz surrounded by d sch nyer courses nyer board n reallie sey, aku raser cam each n evry sekor board 2 nga pushing themselves towards aku. argh!!! stress k? crk2 org pat akunyer handphone contacts but x ader sekor pon member yg abailable pader saat itu. itz like me against d wrld sey..
n den ader sekor lecturer dtg pat aku n tanyer2 akunyer hal ah. den der stat 2 introduce anuder course 2 me. bleh nk nangez sey dgr der bobwal. den der bramboz aku stat taypon abg aku n stuffz. after a while, when aku nga giler-ly staring pat d brochures, 5 pomp student pat c2 dtg pat aku n ckp aku look so damn stress tahap dorg even takot nk tegor aku. haha! bacen larh. but stil, it helped sey coz dorg juz joke ard ngan aku. but paisey gakz ah coz sekor2 nga pay attention pat aku. haha! x biaser k? aku kan pemalu~ muahahaha!
ah well. diz r my choicez:
1-engineering informatics [np]
2-information technology [np]
3-biomedical [sp]
4-optometry [sp]
when aku kuar d hall, aku lalu d lecturer n der ckp "u can haf a gd nyte sleep 2nyte huh?" aku juz senyum2 n nod but 2 b honest, up til now, aku stil ader larh pikirkan, haf i done d ryte ting? haiz.. btolnyer loserkan aku?
note 2 self: shud stop calling ppl "darling!". they're getting scared n it makez me look weird infront of bystanders.
note 2 ppl: didiklah anak anda dr kecil lagi supaya beliau tdk menjadi seperti aku; seseorg yg tidak mempunyai cita2 [xcept 4 "a job which can gif me lotsa n lotsa money"]
d mom hid akunyer bk bank............................ muahahahahaha! she doesnt noe aku ader atm card! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! kakla larh d mom.
wee~ i like going 2 sch [tatz a rare ting, go n jot it down in ur diary. :>] mcm warmly wlcomed by ebrybody sey. slalu d prenz jer yg akan memekik namerku biler melihat aku pat sch den suddenlie cam byk tchrz, juniorz, seniorz sumer da panggil2 namer aku................ of coz i lurve d attention. boo! :P hehe.
he confessed yesterdae. n even tho he wasnt talking 2 me, akunyer heart juz melt hearing him said those tingz yg totallie isnt like him 2 do. u noe, he'z like dat kinda cool, dun-care-a-damn nyer lakik so of coz when he confessed, it totallie touched my heart. naper? naper?! naper lakik begi2 tk wujud dlm hidop aku yg sbenar??!! one yg aku can actualie touch n hug n kiss [after kawen larh! tau~ :S].. instead of aku touching a flat screen evrytime when i tried to touch his face. yeah. tatz pathetic. but i've totallie fallen for himm... my dear Han Ki-Ju *sobz*
d gay sex scene pat citer brokeback mountain iz totallie unnecessary k? i mean, reallie, hu wanna see 2 totallie cute, hensem guyz having sex, xcept 4 gay guys of coz.. ah!! x penteng larh x penteng!! now akunyer image of Heath da terganggu. erkz.
n yeah, wanna noe sumting else yg totalie x penting? valentine's day larh!! on d way to d interchange, d whole stretch of pokok yg aku lalu sumer ader heart yg dorg gantong pat c2 yg say "celebrate love"...... raite. :s
went 2 ngee ann td. n mayb d bro iz ryte.. ngee ann wud b d best choice 4 me.. sad huh? partly d reason y aku nk pi nanyang, aside from d homely ting, iz coz zap pon initiallie nk pi saner. haiz.. bacen larh.. it wil b weird not seeing her often.. yeah.. i'll mis u. :P *grinz*
den drag fas n rod pi solat pat umah aku, tho actuallie kitorg nk pi merayau pat orchard n solat pat falah. on d way k? gikzpon, kinda 4got 2 take wudhu b4 kuar umah n i didnt bring my compact. haha! am lurvely. i noe. ;) ah well. @ least they get 2 pick up d stuffz yg aku promise ntok kac dorg but had alwayz seem 2 forgot.. lousy memory. :/
bacen how these ppl alwayz seem 2 be readie everytime d cam nk petik. cepat sgt k?! boo! =P
d usual blur-but-am-cute look tat i alwayz try 2 pull. it iz getting better. haha!
i wanna wear a crown too.. :(
my fav [n i tink these ppl nyer too] pic of d dae!! d theme waz supposed 2 b cool tho. hmmm..
anw, i dun noe how 2 put diz but.. diz whole day. n of coz d whole dae yesterdae. haf been a big surprise 2 me. pleasant, yeah. but more like a heart-stopping surprise. when i opened d result pat net, d mom nga ajr bdak ngaji pat dat same room n all aku can tink abt iz how much hope my mom haz put on me n how much i didnt want 2 disappoint her..... n i'm sure glad tat i didnt.
itz onlie 2dae tat i learned how to cry tears of joy. mcm da x igt gikz yg bebdk kecik ngaji sumer ader pat c2 n nga nengokkan aku. haha! i guez all d sleep i missed during those times was worth it huh?
haiz.. n now, d nxt big step of my life........ n onlie 5 more dayz 2 decide it..
smalam nampak c huda online.. x slalu sey.. haha! suddenlie bobwal nan der terigt dernyer "muuuuuuuuuul! ko cute larh! *hugz*" heez! yeah.. kinda miss tat.. haiz.. sumtimez i wish tat i can spend anuder one more sch day w all of u ppl... even w dat pomp nyer lesson, aku reler endure juz ntok relive one of those hepi dayz again... =(
anw, 2arik nampak beriter n ader diz one fireman kaper namer der mirza. haha! cam nice gi2. yeah! nk namerkan anak aku mirza! n gikz satu namer kan danial. or shud i call him danial mirza? but muhammad will b a must lah pat dpan. there waz a time when aku even plan ntok namerkan anak aku sekor2 muhammad, ahmad n hamid. haha! but waz larh.. lalalila~
citer rumor has it is actuallie boring. erkz! but muzti catch underworld 2!
oh yeah! i wanna b an actress! den i can do stunts n stuffz. ahakz! ok, mayb i can look like am doing d stunts n stuffz. awww~ it'll b so cool~
fas: coz kalo aku ckp com rosak, cam obvious gi2 tipu coz ari2 der lalu depan umah aku, der nampak aku nga pakai com. ahakz. bacen larh.. :/
mai: haha! penentu maser hadapan eh.. datz a lil bit of a stretch huh? hmmmm.. but reallie, how cud watching survivor/pesta pesta pesta mengaffect kehidupan aku? *ignorance is bliss*
wil b spending d day over @ d naynek's. haiz.. cam suddenlie gi2 smalam der taypon n suro mak aku suro aku pi umah der.. komplot tol sey manusier berduer inik..
i miss kyle.... :(
am not trying 2 b mean or rude.... or even stingy! but tat pomp iz reallie getting on my nerves sey. i reallie hate it when ppl stat 2 treat my house like its theirs. i mean, i dun care larh if u're my relatives or close frenz but if u're juz a neighbour, ACT LIKE A FREAKING NEIGHBOUR!! get off my turf larh idiot!
she came over when i was bathing yesterdae n d mom [reminded by urs truli hundreds of times] told her tat am not home n she went away. a few hours later when i waz watching d tv in d room, she came back n asked if i've returned yet but d mom stil said tat am out. i dun noe if she's juz deaf or being her old stupid self, she tried 2 open d gate so d mom repeated tat am not home. she went away.
den time memaghrib when mak aku nga ajar bebudk ngaji pat hall, der dtg lg n juz barge in w/o even asking d mom's permission coz she thought tat she's being kind so as not 2 disturb d mom. waz behind closed door in d room w d sis so aku x berkesempatan ntok pi lock d door or sumting so der juz ketok sa2 kali n troz masok. asked if she cud d use d com n i waz getting reallie pissed w her so aku juz plainly asked
mumul: wat do u need d com 4?
her: i want 2 check my email
like hell larh der wanna check dernyer mail. U TINK TAT AM STUPID ENUFF 2 BELIEVE TAT EXCUSE OF URS OVER N OVER AGAIN?! da baper kali der kater der wanna check der nyer mail but she alwayz end up chatting w her frenz pat msn. i mean, wat d fucking hell larh r u doing. itz not like u dun see ur frenz pat sch. even aku time maseh sch x slalu chatting nan bebdk nik sumer. i use d phone!
mumul: y dont u juz use d com @ ur sch? when i waz stil back schooling, i alwayz use d one @ my sch even tho i haf a com @ home.. besides, am watching d tv now n when i'm watching d tv, i onlie watch d tv. i dun want u disturbing n calling me whenever u haf sum probz using d com.
mean, i noe. but tat kinda pomp, she never gets it. i guess i juz haf 2 straight out say 2 her "i dun wan u using my com n wasting my electricity n phone bills [dial up k? :P] 4 useless stuffz tat u usuallie do!" juz 2 get d msg into her stupid thick head. anw, wanna noe wat her reply was?
her: *grinning like an idiot like nothing happens, x embarrassed or watever k?* nvm, i come back 2morow after sch. bye!
sory if diz entry seemz offensive or watever but reallie sey, trying getting sumone like her az a neighbour 4 one day n i bet u can go crazy. i've had her 4 more than a yr n everytime aku nampak der, all i wanna do iz take a knife n stab der til death................. n am not exaggerating.
haiz.. i need a reason 2 live.............................. tat lame huh? ciaoz!
haha! cacat seot wrding. ajar aku camner jd xpert pat photoshop!! bwat pic nik jek took me ard.. erm.. an hour? ow. pantat aku saket. bubbyez!
oh yeah, oh yeah, suddenlie cm terigt mimi blg aku td "doser tau mul nengok sex scene sex scene." so aku nk tekankan pat sinik, AKU TK TGK LARH BADOT!!!!! fast 4ward jer kan.. :g
mumul berkater: doser tau mi memfitnah2 org. kwang kwang kwang..
ah!! aku da obsessed nan yahoo auction.. cam lambat larh plakkan.. but btolnyer cam movie paradise sey ntok manusier2 cam aku yg x sabar menantikkan tayangan sum citer pat pawagam sg padahal pat us dorg da abez show pon. idiot larh kan.. haiz..
*sigh.. aku raser amat2 dipermaenkan sey oleh bebdk nik sumer. 2arik mlm jumaat rod da taypon aku blg result akn kuar on d 6th, yakni ari senin kelak. terkejot lah gakzkan cam melulu gi2. abih stat larh news 2 spread cam fire pat sumer manusier yg ingin mendgr. so mindset sumer da tetap tau. da stat tenang. da stat looking 4ward. da stat xcited. n d nxt dae, they sae itz juz a mere rumours. bingit larh kan! cam tk igt gikz pasal "dun kill d messenger" coz aku juz raser cam nk cekik2 c rod. haiz.. but itz not her fault larh. juz doing her part spreading d rumours like i did [dgr tk zap? heez!] so datz d onlie highlight of my wk which was spent mostly pat dpan tv menebus dendam nengok citer anime kepunyaan abg dan ary sampai leh abez 26 ep dlm satu ari [x tdo mlm k? impressive tau ntok bebdk cam aku yg penakot nk stay up memlm sengsorg. haha!]
screw sad parts of lurve story. screw lovers in paris
our life is sad enuff sey. i dun need d tv 2 show me a reality tat i've known so wel. i wanna live in a fantasy wrld!
anw, ripped diz off from hungry heart wild striker. yapz. sad ending too. thus d song.
y onlie after we separate do we see our clumsy lurve?
time gets away but we remain unprepared 4 d moment.
when was it tat i turned my back on those tender lessons?
tat gentleness tat answers love makes my heart weak.
i'll return 2 d place we lost,
to meet w u there.
as i understand my reality bit by bit,
when i'm hurt
n when i cry,
i can present these feelings.
on d stage tat glimmers w blue light, wat kind of me is waiting there?
i'll always look after u w all i have,
no matter how far u go..
am beginning 2 lurve japanese anime nyer song way way way more than any english songs. yeay!
maisara n diana: 4 d hundreth time, AKU NEVER SENYAP LARH!! dorg yg edit aku out. :(
zapi: haha! alreadie blaming larh.. x jelez x jelez.. [keep on repeating 4 d thousandth time]
diana: haha! yeah! kecacatan tol dernyer misai but stil citer der menarik ah! so juz kener bear w it spanjang 3 jam itu. heez! =)
i've overdossed on cecilia cheung. asek bukak tv citer ciner ader jer muker der sampai aku da even raid akunyer cd collection ntok crk citer yg ader muker der. haha! but reallie sey, aku juz realize yg der can b reallie hot menandingi kyle if dernyer character want 2. take d promise 4 instance. i juz pity her coz d frz sex scene she shot n itz wif a cacat, old, ugly man. hiahahaha!
had a hard time sleeping sey these past 2 dayz. d image of emily juz keep popping in my head. itz not tat d citer iz damn scary. itz juz d fact yg itz based on a tru story yg haz been bugging aku. haiz.. idiot.