if i fail my maths tomorow.... i'm so0o0 gonna blame my mum. realli! i'm not gonna admit tat am a stupid kid hu cant do her maths even after like a thousand times doing it, ........... so unnecessary aye?
was studying at wdland lib yest ard 8 plus when d mummy called "KO BLOM NK BALEK2 LG?? DA MALAM 2!!" even tho aku just ignore kater2 der and continued to study, i couldnt seem to process anyting... d power of a mother's words huh?
then td pagi after 2sen dok pat toa payohnyer mcdonald 2 study [reallie, diz fav mcdonald of mine is waaaay quieter than toa payoh lib k. -_-" ] when d makcik hu went 2 jb diz morn with my mom called and said "balek cpat tlg mak angkat barang pat bwh. ader banyak nik" and i haf no other choice but 2 go home.
abeh cam da mapek ah. got realllie frustrated coz i got quite a lot more 2 study and d bacen xm is tomorow. so i started to cry all d way dr mcdonald smpai umah. and k. nik yg part aku nk citer [kalo x, aper maksod larh kan aku bwat entry stakat nk blg pasal aku nangez cm bdak kecik tgh2 jalan... =P]
was waiting 4 d uncle's car dtg pat bawah jembatan so aku pn dok jek ah pat tangger2. abeh cm x der org so aku pn ikotkan ati nangez esak2 sumer. what i didnt realise is tat, ader diz one boy ciner, muker cm pri 1 pri 2 gi2 ah. dr jauh aku da nampak der jalan towards aku n i tried to stop crying coz paisehkan nk nangez dpan bdk kecik, but it juz got worse seh. abeh diz bdak realie cute tau. der dtg pat aku dgn muker concerned sumer troz tanyer "whats wrong?", "where u stay?", "what u doing here?" hahah. god i felt like i'm d 5 year old kid hu got separated 4rm her mum and he's d one hu's going 2 bring me 2 d police for help. heheh
but aku x layan der sgt ah so he just walked away. then when d mummy came, aku pn angkat barang and headed back home. on d way, i passed d playground abeh der ader pat c2 nga maen2. aku bwat2 x nampak jek but dat boy, d moment der nampak aku, troz der kejar and just walked belakang aku dgn senyap all da way sampai dkat lip. der nampak aku masok lip jek br der jalan.. hahah omigod i haf a small kid 4 a guardian angel! hohoh. very sweet k. kinda cheered me up 4 a moment there.
....... n oh! why too much maths is bad? like veeery bad? it makes me kinda miss k nazi... thats totalie bad aite? hahah. cant be helped k if konyer tulisan [and drawing] is all over notes aku. =P
initially had plans w atok this mondae but she gotta prepare 4 her xm larh kan [see am completely understanding. ;) ]
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:16 PM:
nnti on wed kau nk gi mane2 pon bleh
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:16 PM:
aku sanggup ikot
^ sexiest daten ^ says:
hahah ko jangannn
^ sexiest daten ^ says:
aku tarek ko pgi leg waxing baru ko tau
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:17 PM:
hahakx
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:17 PM:
tkmo2!!!
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:17 PM:
aku tk nk!!!!!
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:18 PM:
mahal plak tu..
DJ. > pfft. u deserved it. sent 3/23/2007 1:18 PM:
gilerr
atok is just bacenn....... lets go and do sum waxing people!!
td pg cam smangat larh kan ckp nan mak aku aku balek mlm pasal nk blaja 4 xm this coming mondae. abeh biler d tchr ended d klas early at 11, instead of the actual 3, aku troz raser cm nk balek tdo seh. haish. which of coz am regretting ryte now coz i noe am not going 2 get any studying done todae. am gonna get my ass down to wdland lib n study tomorow!! @ d same time, shall drop by d makcik's house and get citer cicakman! dgr takkk zakiii? mul datang umah zaki sok ehkkk!
hahah k aku blogging x penteng. =p off to sleep then.
p.s.: is it d make up or she's getting thinner? either way, she stil looks hot. ;)
eeeeeeeeeeee episod terakhir butakah cinta minggu dpan!
adei saket ati aku tgk aqasha.... dgn rambot2 der smer macam aku nk potong ajer sehhh!! macam gi2 org nk kasi der maen jd playboy...... -_-" at least find a hotter guy larh ehkkk..
oh rusdi, kawen nan sayer jer larh. pompan nk stepping lawa cam rita nik ader eksyen cket. x macam sayer, natural lawa. *winks*
do u know the difference between polar form and polar bear?
polar bear is more menarek! i'd rather hang around and play with polar bear [even w/o a cage between us tau!] than sitting doing trying desperately to convert polar form to cartesian and vice versa..................
and at least i can understand polar bear tau! i mean, when der nga mengamok nan aku, der wil tendang aku away. or when der lapar der akan makan aku............. i dun even noe wat polar form is doing.... and what it is for as a matter of fact. -_-"
........... ok am lame. =P my point here is, polar form sucks.
i have a confession to make................. i think rusdi ramly is just so hot larh!. not hot superficial hot larh kan... but just charming hot! i dont even mind marrying sumone half as charming as him! =) and am not just talking abt the character he play in butakah cinta [which i think is a damn awesome drama! at least better than the current 9 oclock ch. 8 drama =P ] k...
i remember a few days ago a fren tegor aku abt a picture i haf of someone in d hempon [ok. what she is doing w my hempon is none of my busines. it is my hempon afterall raite! =P at dat pren]. when i do realize by keeping dat picture, i am kinda contradicting myself. i've been saying hw i wanna forget n yet here i am, obviously just not able to let go. maybe i'm stil bitter ehk abt not getting everyting that i want?
an awesome song from d dixie chicks:
forgive, i could.
forget, i'm not sure i could.
they say, time heals everything
but i'm stil waiting......
heheh watching citer jaane maan kinda got me thinking......... eh jap! aku citer cket plot. two friends like the same girl but the girl cumer suker satu jek tau. then the guy yg kener reject nik pernah mention, ader 7 org dlm dunier nik with the same face, if its that hard for him to pikat tat grl yg der suker, why cant he find one of the other 7?
.......... sooo my point is, go and find me another datok a can? one that doesnt date minahs who paint their nails and later complain how dernyer cuticle is damaged. i mean hw stupid is tat?
k lets move to d brighter side of life
how do u like the new spec ehkkk people??? heheh. and everyone's been pointing out d fact that am wearing new specs [p.s. to atok: cm terigt duluk ko belik spec br ko kener shout it out 2 aku n zapi yg ko is wearing a new one! nyiahahahah!] . so aku pn sincerely tanyer larh ehk "lawa kan?" which was later met by anggok2an and "lawaaaaaaaa!" by those very kind-hearted people and mere shrugs and eye rolling by those who are oh-so-obviously jeles. but yg paleng melukerkan ati nik was a komen made by d bacen rodi:
"tak ah. aku prefer yg lamernyer seh. lagi lawa
and that is my bacen fren talking! -_-"
so cpat compare!! hohoh cam x penteng larh ehk. =P
p.s.: tho jgn komen ehk pasal background! suker kaypo??
my favourite word recently is IMITATION!!!. especially when we are talking abt hw rod has been trying 2 stepping pakai tudong cm akuuu... and ader banyak gik ah org nk imitate aku which i so0o0 forgot what atok and aku perbualkan [aku even smangat k msg der der pon x igt. cis. -_-" ]
then aku nan atok nk take picture ah n
i told her "eh aku nak amek gambar camnik!"
abeh der ckp "eh aku pon nak buat gak!"
so picture 2 pon kuar cannikkkk.....
heheh imitation larh atok aku nik. wuish
which leads me to anotheer.....
aaaand....
itz very upsetting k bebdk nik amek gambar x nk ajak aku... PAKAI HEMPON AKU SUMMORE!!
nazism: alahhh segan ah nk bilang2 aku dpt distinction. nyiahahahahah. bt oh aku shall bilang ko result CAEM test aku sbaek sajer aku dpt ehkk!! ^_^
n hot ker? x sure larh sgt. but ko definitely x hot biler ko stepping nk bwat tudong senget ala2 rambot senget... SUNGGOH! ^_^
dianah: OMIGOD DEEEE!! DID I SENSE A HINT OF I-MISS-MUMUL SYNDROME?? frz its d testi now this! if i dun noe u any better, i wud haf said that you are oh so deeply in love with me! *stare @ dee dee dgn kagom*
radhiah: alahhhh maner larh der nk carik blog aku nik............ but eh! kalo der bacer pon bagos jgak eh! hahah! ko x pernah nampak der seh rod! der like waaaaaaaaaaay sexier than utt tau! [heh asal tetiber aku kuarkan namer utt...]
baru terigt atok suro letak vid nik pat blog so leh tgk ari2 but in fact atok, AKU DA DOWNLOAD MUSIC VID NIK!!. nga 2nggu nk convert pi henpon nyer format jek so leh letak and nengok like every second of d day! oooooooooh i love avril!
d mummy: ko isap rokok kaper?
its upsetting k when ur mummy ask such insulting things to u. -_-" bacen how my bibir is getting kering-er and a bit blackish................. maybe i am smoking w/o even knowing it! heh
learning advanced engineering maths is like learning A maths time2 sec 4! it's reallie ridiculous larh hw they expect us to cram evryting in in 1 week and sit for the xm afterwards. kalo duluk time aku nga struggling a mathz, ader gak akunyer hot, sexy NUS tutor helping me out. [he was like the sex god k! (heheh aku cm terigt citer yg bras..... hahah x igt larh title. aku tau ader word bra in d title tho)]
luckie k ader gaaak orang baek ati nak tolong ajarkan aku. tho not as hot n sexy cam akunyer last tutor [u wud b in trouble k k nazi if i sae that u're hot n sexy! hohoh.], but ah well. ^_^
p.s.: its weird hw sepanjang ari nik aku x raser lapar...... not coz aku kenyang... but juz because..... ahhhh MAYBE ITS THE STUDY STRESS! i t0o0old u studying is bad for d health!
vid terbaru aku! hohoh. eh dee, at this rate ehk, aku x raser aku ader time nk buat blog layout baru. heh. kalo vid jek amaciam? ^_^
i'm really not kidding when i say that i have a huuuuge passion for singing. uh-huhh... despite all those bacen feedbacks i heard from all of u and some bacen juniors at school, i really enjoyed those times i spent 'performing' and mesmerizing everyone with my hot voice during school events and stuffz. singing is just fun, u know. and one of d downs being in poly with semi-strangers is that, you dont get to sing as loud and often as when it was back in makrep. coz i must admit........... i reallie dont have the voice. =(
my menarek xm result:
Communication Toolkit C+
Web Publishing A
Object Oriented Programming AD
Engineering Mathematics 2 AD
Individual and the Community AD
Operating System and Networking AD
Gpa: 3.884
tekilan skejapan larh kan dpt COMT C+. as rod said: "der x pandai bebual".... but reallie sehhhh.. i work especially hard 4 my electives this semester after that shameful D i got last sem. hohoh. k larh aku admit, i also want a pefect gpa like those bacenly smart people.... -_-"
oh aku nak share a convo i had with rod n atok and one so0o misleading sentence from rod:
mumul: calon lakik pon maneeer aku nak carik
rodi: tu ah. yang nak mintak nombor pon pompan
hahah atok was almost fooled by rod's bacen, but veery true statement k.
i love maths. i really do...... but this summer-1-week-intensive school is killing me. 1 straight week of school with a ton of exercises and assignments and new topics to be learned and classmates who are waaaaaaaaaay smarter than me [THESE PEOPLE GOT A DAMN 4.0 GPA FOR THEIR XM K!!!!] and an xm directly after it, god can i stil do this again for the next 4 sem...
p.s.: hohoh rindu tak aku da lamer x blogging? =)