watched next top model last sunday and to be honest, i really hate anchal. i hate her more than i hate monique and melrose, combined together. they for one da memang bully-ers. but who the hell put themselves so willingly infront of bully-ers, asking to be bullied and kutok-ed like she did?
she made herself look oh-so-insecure infront of people so of course people will talk about her behind her back aite? its just natural. so why the hell is she crying then? god sometimes i cant figure out how people's mind works.
maybe i havent been kutok-ed so bad tahap aku nak nangis air mata darah gitu.. maybe i'm lucky.. i dont know.. or maybe i just stop caring.. because as you grow up, you see that its useless going about in life, thinking about what people think/say about you. yes. it may be untrue. yes. it may be hurtful. but the more you think about it, wont it just make you feel worse? wont you just hate the person more, dreading those times when you're going to see her [note the her k. deny as much as you want but i think pomps are bigger gossiper than the lakiks. n of course i dont deny, i'm one of them. even those unlucky people who walked past me on the streets got kutok-ed. =) ] again.. life sucks when you think that it sucks. so stop making it suck. if you think you're cool, then you're cool. if you thin you're hot, then you're hot. screw whatever else people say..
note: the blogger is really not talking from her own experience.. [really, you people dont need to be so paranoid that i had found out about your favourite past time which bacenly involve me] to be honest, she has forgotten how long it has been since someone last talked bad about her behind back.. ahhh.. ignorance is bliss. but again, if the blogger has forgotten her recent experiences in which she had reacted badly towards kutok-ing comments, please forgive her. forgetfulness is bliss =)
and yes you bacen friend of mine, this entry is also for you. i really dont mind you whining to me, but it's no use if you still think about it after venting it all out on me. =P
heheh, k this has been so0o long overdue.. but this is buket belacan... well..... part of... taken from the pakcik's house. my favourite mesianyer hot spot. weeee~
this week has been the slackest! wuish. kinda make me wish that i dont have to take that bacen advanced maths which is starting next week.... or maybe next 2 week? god i dont know. np really sucks in informing people of this kinda stuff..
oh i've gotten my book prize money! heheh. now i can go to the facial this sun, guilt-free! =)
dilah: haha omigod reallie?? that's you??! ehhhh aku pernah nampak ko k! aku even lalu depan ko pat bus stop tauuu! dr jauh sehh aku nampak macam muker ko tapi takot paiseh salah orang so aku bwat bodoh jekk. -_-" hahah.
how long has it been sehh tahap aku lalu depan ko pon ko x recognize k dilahh.. =(
and eh, jangan nak eksyen for weeks ehkk, baru satu minggu sekolah. nyiahhahaha. =P
nazism: heheh x der ah. aku x minat tchr2 makrep aku sebegi2 tahap nak maen invite2 dorang nik sumer. ;)
cis. x heran ah ko nak maen posh2 word nik sumer, as long as bukan pat aku!! upset k tgk akunyer lack of vocab.. =( pgi bobwal poshy nan k amira ehkkk..
god am damn pissed off. those people at lost killed nikki! they killed her
like how heartless can someone be to kill her character off??? they dedicated one whole episode for her flashbacks.... and they killed her. damn annoying. AND THE WAY SHE WAS KILLED! ALIVE K! SHE WAS BURIED ALIVE! god lost sucks. if i cant control myself, this whole freaking entry would have been one written with a lot of maki-ing. it sucks k. go watch s3ep14, then you know why i'm feel so over emo... saket ati kkkkkk!!!!
extracted 4rm makrep yearbook 2006
heh. 4 sum reason i'm... erm bacenly disturbed by d 10 aggregates.... its 9 k! 9! and its not 13 larh! 12! [heh ok please, control urself 4rm sepak-ing aku ehkkk.. =) ]
extracted from a letter from np
and who wud haf thot i'll get d best mark 4 my IAC? i guess my inspiring caucasian teacher loves me as much as i love him ehkkk?
talking about IAC, i stumbled upon an np-electives-class friend nyer blog and aku pn cm kaypo2 ah nak tengok if she ever wrote anything about me... and she did! gues what she said? heh...
"Individual & the Community (IAC)
This module can be really LECEH.
Cause need to go out and do the project.
This is freaking different than CATS lor.
But I like it. Cause we get to do something that is so close to home.
And my group is UBER FUN lar.
Mainly cause of Mul. Hehe. She's the Hyper one in the group.
The lecturer is an Angmoh~
And he's super HAPPENING lar~
Darn HYPER also. Haha."
hohoh. a class is fun bcoz of me... hw swit is she? [... heh ok shhe didnt know that i know her blog. *winks* ]
i really really really cant wait for my facial appointment next week!
fas: hahah aku dr 2arik terpk sehh aper larh ko smangat suro aku 2ron sch ko... abeh td br syasyams blg ader maulid aku cm ohhhhh... hehh.. alahhh.. x pree ah.. cis =P
n oh! aku tau despite ko mengaterkan begi2, ko stil wish ko is one of these ppl yg ader can ntok dibuli oleh aku. heeez. =))) cpat dtg jumpi aku meh.
dj: ehhhhhh saper nik yg saybok2 nakkan hempon aku tahap sanggop raber2 kocek sluar aku ahhh?
nazism: heh. hate to tell u this akak sayang.. but she is waaaay hotter than u! nyiaahahaha..
and please larh, jgn nk stepping pakai word posh2 tahap aku kener nengok dictionary 4 makner kkkkk... =P
zack: hahah aper nikkk zack pakai tagboard aku as portal ntok ko declare love ko pat sumer org haaaah? ntok aku jekk k acceptable! =P
watashiwa muri desu. dozo yoroshiku
hahah. i love d name muri. it sounds so0o......... japanese? heheh. ok. i just love it when d hot teacher call me that. like omigod dernyer slang jepon sumer... wuish! ....... ahhh ok i should probably start from the start ehkkk..
had my first basic japanese lesson yesterday. and when i read my timetable, saw d teacher's name is hirata yoko and i dont know why, the first face that popped in my head was of some old lady with grey hairs and a gentle smile and...... basically, she's just old larh..
so when i stepped into class yesterday, the moment i pushed the door open, teros the teacher pusing and looked to see who's the bacen student of hers who came in real late (^_^). aku pon of course looked around to see which one is the teacher ahh... and there she is! looking like she just stepped out from the tv! ... with her gorgeous hair.. fair skin... jepon-ish eyes... petit nose..... like omigod she's perfect!!
ok larh i've seen waaay hotter people than my dear sensei [sophia bush!] but this is real life k! how often do you get to see a reaaaalie hot pomp like the ones in the tv? i swore i could have heard my heart drop right there and then.... haishhhhh.. so move over matsushima nanako, hirata yoko is heeereeee =))))
yoko sensei: muri-san?
muri: haik! =)
eeeeee aper maksod nik korg duer nk tentang kater2 aku pat last entry????
nazism: itu pasal ko terlalu embarrassed ntok notice konyer surrounding. wuish! kan dekat nan interchange. so byk org! ahhhh kann..
radhiah: ehh! saper yg 2nggu saper nik? aku ckp korg dtg 10.20, korg dtg 10.20 ahhhh!! =PPP
i'm sick. i'm allergic to school. runny nose. idong tersumbat dlm kelas tahap i can suffocate to death. senggugot. saket tekak tahap aku nk stepping bwat advertisement fishermen where satu lakik nik masokkan tangan der dalam tekak n garok tekak der. wahhhh kagom k!
............... i wanna go home n watch amazing race! selamat taaak agaknyer dustin n kandice aku 2 ehkkk?
heh. now i know how it feels like to have an overdose of friends. it makes u high even days after..... which is quite useful since school is only..... a day away.... god!
yesterday started off quite dull though since everyone was late... n bukan 5-10 minit late k... like half an hour or more kinda late..
first stop: raffles.
rod n dj, miting up @ 9.50 but these people arrived @ 10.20 [yep. i'm keeping a record here. =P ]
so while waiting 4 them, conquered the whole.. erm.. bench? complete dgn dok bersiler with my beg and stuffs all over. ader larh jgak orang jeling2 and some yg just dudok, tolak cket beg aku, ignoring akunyer 'conquering aura'. ah well.
second stop: tiong bahru.
zapi, miting up @ 10.00 but she arrived @ 10.45 [at least she had a better excuse than d 2 bacen ppl mentioned above k...]
called zapi: kitorg jalan duluk k since ko cam lambat abez jer nik..
zapi: ah tak per tak per. aku just jumper korg pat saner. *oooh did i sense a hint of disappointment?? =P *
a few mins later
called zapi: eh kiter da sampai jurong point tau. abeh cam lapar abez gi2. kiter order makanan duluk bleh?
rodi [background voice]: eh dijah! pinjam limer ploh sen! aku nk blik air!
zapi: ahhh tak per tak per. makan duluk ah..
heheh. of course we didnt leave her. we were @ tiong bahru all the while. but must admit ah, her reaction of kener tinggal was waaay better than atok's who was once late and i told her to go to ngee ann all by herself since aku and zap had supposedly reached there instead of waiting 4 her @ d mrt station. heheh. she was being so dramatic. omigod atokk!
so the point here is, mul is not a cruel person.
she may tell lies...
[at tiong bahru]
mul: eh! tu zapi! *point at a makcik who's coming towards us from afar*
rod: *looks @ d makcik and confidently waved peace signs with both her hands and was oh so ready to jump excitedly at the prospect of zapi finally reaching tiong bahru when she heard me let out a big hearty laugh at her ridiculuousness, and started hitting me with her big umbrella*
god i was just glad the makcik never noticed her k. because i was glad for her. see! am not cruel afterall..
she may make you look and feel like a crazy slenger pomp...
[while crossing the road, saw kak nazi crossed halfway and was walking towards the real traffic light. decided to let her do what she wanna do and i just crossed teros to the other side of the road when i saw her talking and actively flailing her hands about for a few seconds when she turned around and realised that i wasnt even near her! wuish! for a moment there, i thought she was oh so about ready to be swallowed by the ground. ^_^ ]
mul: i can so0o understand konyer need of talking to yourself once in awhile.. *grinz*
k nazi: *pretend that she never heard anything and dengan lajunyer dier jalan meninggalkan aku*
and of course i was kinda upset for her because there were like plenty of people at the traffic light. =) see! am not cruel afterall..
hoh! blogging is fun when its for d sole purpose of kutok-ing people. =)
god i've never thought i'd feel like this but i really am gonna miss my manager. despite only working for her for 2 days [inik bukan kes aku kejer 2 ari da quit k. dorg tukar management larhhh].. and despite kebapokan der... heheh. at first when i saw herhim, i was kinda prejudiced larh of course. but she... god! am just gonna refer to der by dernyer original gender which is he larh k... he turned out to be the bestest manager i've ever had. [and thats really something k considering how many jobs and managers i've had before..] and just now when he's about to go, he said to me:
manager: adik boleh tak sorang2? akak nak pegi bank.. eh! akak plak.. abang.. abang nk pegi bank. *then der ketawer2 sendiri.*
someone who can laugh at his own sexuality, not demanding of his staff, constantly teasing his staff to lighten up the situation... the bestest manager ever!
school is onlie like.. a week away... and u dun noe hw much i've been dreading it sehh. its like almost everydae i'm schooling from 8-5! [oopz. sori 4 complaining larh ehk my dear rp peeps. =P cant help it if ur time table sucks too. =D ]
Mondae: 8 - 5 [which, i must add, has a huuuge 3 hour gap for break which i could have used 4 sleep if the bacen people had onlie make d class start a bit later...]
Tuesdae: 9 - 5 [despite it being my electives dae and i had soo0o0 smartly chose the evening one which is from 1-5, my advanced maths class just had to be selit-ed in pepagi k... -_-" ]
Wednesdae: 9 - 6 [again, maths class in d morn..]
Thursdae: 8 - 4
Fridae: 8 - 3
now i dun noe which one sucks more.... d holidae or d schooling daes.....? -_-"
how do u noe that ur life is screwed? like damn screwed...?
....... when u start doing stuffs in d hope of forgetting other stuffs.... and yet u stil fail each n everytime.....
life sucks..... and i think blogging is boring..
had fun yesterdae with atok n zapi.... guess where we went tho?
....
my school! hahah. my bacen school. we are that bored kk.. so decided to just laypark in d school lib and watch sum movies.
and actually for quite some time i've had my eye on citer wrong turn since ader eliza dushku maen but since its a thriller, its kinda boring watching it by yourself larh kan. so forced these 2 bacen frenz of mine 2 watch it w me n guez wat??? it was damn gory siaaa.... i was so glad i didnt watch it myself. i would have run screaming if i was alone. =P
and there's this one scene where eliza was caught by the weird i-dont-know-what-kinda-creatures-they-are-since-if-its-human-why-they-are-so-stubborn-and-refuse-to-die-walau-aper-pon and she was screaming for help. looked @ zapi excitedly and said "ehhhhh gigi der lawa sehhh!" and continued to ogle her gigi for like the next 3 mins. hohoh. eliza dushku is so damn hot larh people... ish!
a souvenir from todae =P :
aishah: eeee tgh upset n embarrassed abez sehhh... maner larh sempat nk express2 gratitude nik smer. heheh.