a few days ago, the mum told me that while i was asleep, i called out hannan's name and 'talked' to him, asking him to go out with me somewhere and stuffs... and i cannot even recall what i was dreaming about then sehh.
i do, however, remember dreaming of the buntak gang and me having a fight about some ridiculous stuffs, but really really no hannan. what the hell sia..
talking about dreams, there was this one time, a few months ago, when i got locked out of the house because i, ahem, came back home late. almost midnight, i think. but i did call her to say that i'm gonna be late seh. i guess the fact that i was out on a malam jumaat, coincidentally also my first day of period, and somemore alone with a chinese guy, kinda freaked her out. but nevermind, point of the story, the next morning, like subuh2, the nenek called and suddenly asked about me. of course the mom was curious right?
so she asked her lah why the sudden interest, so early in the morning somemore. then the nenek said that she dreamt about me yesterday, and she heard my voice like frantically calling out to the mum and all. thats why she woke up feeling all worried for me.
well, it's not like me and the nenek has some special bond or something. i dont even think i'm her favourite grandchild (wooo pilu. hahah kay my fault lah, i rarely have time to go visit her.). but a bit touched also seh.
dreams....
sometimes you wonder if they ever mean anything.
sometimes you wish it would come true.
but most of the times, you tell yourself to just forget about it cause it's sleep's play (mainan tidur. hahah why translate into english like weird.)
yet you find yourself still holding on to it, hoping that someday, it will make sense, and answer all your overdued questions.
sometimes, i cant help but wonder if a person who's dressed religiously, talk like some preacher, is really like that 24/7. who knows whatthehell they doing behind our back kan. not trying to offend anyone larh, but i had seen people who contradict themselves like that. like stop it seh, if you cannot be perfect yourselves, dont go sticking your nose into other people's business and try to tell them what is right or wrong. these people bug me... gah.
anyway, the nenek called and ask if we wanna come along with her and the uncle to KL, and gosh do i so need a break. but guess when is it though?? .... tomorrow at 6AM! gah i dont mind not going to school but damn i have a project to submit tomorrow. and i need to use this board in school to ensure my project is working correctly or not. (stingy school dont want to let us bring it back home cause according to them, the thing is damn ex. =P ) so in short, going to school tomorrow is bloody important.
oh oh! have i told you guys that the ting tings is awesome?? hee. i love their whole album, except for this one song 'Impacilla carpisung', like whatthehell seh they're singing about. -_-"
and rodi rodi!! are you back my dear?? i miss you alreadyyyy. XD
kpader bacen and fas: oi aku kompius lah. satu kate boleh balek, pastu kate tak bleh. korang mempermaenkan perasaan aku ehk?? but wth, saye free the whole of august. so sile sile antar kad jemputan bile bile korang nak. =P
dianah: hohoh aku too attached to hannan already that i cannot even look at other babies. omigod hannan dearest, please please dont grow up so fast into an irritating teenager, be my baby forever! weeeee.
zack: eh tapi tak penah bilang aku pon! wooo saye anta sweet bdae msg to some unknown orang yg da takeover nombor ko. =((((
nazi: hahah your maths sucks. 8235498712579236 days are like eons ago....... that's like never! wuish!
anyway, appearing offline these days is pretty useless. everyone had seen through my trick already, and pm-ing me regardless of my status. bacen you people. =P
it's hannan's 3rd month today. and since i'm kinda missing him cause he's over at his nenek's house, let's flood this post with his pictures larh ehk XD
hannan watching alvin and the chipmunks. concentrate abez sehhh..
"ape ni bising2 panggil name saye?"
"oh nak amek gambar eh? hee hee kay shy jap."
"so how this? okay tak? cepat amek lah."
"okay dah. go away saye nak tengok tv nik."
anyway, i kinda cant wait for hari raya.. why, you ask? welll.....
"ini songkok ke wawa punye tudung dalam?"
"muke saye tadi macam girl seh... no more pictures please."
"okay da tuka songkok, maseh macam girl tak muke?"
"hee hee. hensem ker? timer kasehhh.."
"wei. maner ade saye ketawe fake."
"okay. kite senyum betul2."
"asek amek gamba aje. saye pun lapar. upah susu ahhh.."
i know this is so0o overdue and prolly even sharifah zakiah could have landed in singapore to strangle and kill me waaaay earlier, but well,
Happy belated birthday to my dear dear one of my oldest friend and, once upon a time in my lame days, a fellow musketeer. (yes yes i still remember.) hee hee.
well, to be fair, i did sms you on your malaysian number on your birthday, but i think you changed it.. eh? =P
aniway, head count, so far as i remember, already 3 strangers had seen me almost naked... well, not so lah, maybe they've seen my breast? but none had been more awkward than yesterday's seh.
note to self and everybody else reading: when you wanna go for a full body massage, go to a place you know the workers are not malays. better, find a place with chinese (as in china people) workers. hahhhh.
anyway, to fas, bacen, and zack, dont delude yourselves kay by saying aku merelakan korang diskusi pat tagboard aku. you three came to my territory, invade, and conquer it w/o me even realizing it. hah! =P
oh well, i can always be repaid by a nice nice meal at maybe.. erm.. swensens? XD
dj: and yes atok???
hahah so long havent updated kan? sori lah ehk pat manusier2 yang bertenggek pat tagboard aku tu =P
well, feel like blogging basically cause i want to sayyy...
i dreamt of ANGELINA JOLIE lah seh yesterday!!
omigod felt so real sehhh. i think i can still like remember how her awesome lips feel like (yar i go and touch it... creepy right me? hee.)
To summarise the story, in my dream, i was a vampire slayer (i just finished watching buffy all season 1 -7, so must understand the quirkiness of the plot lah kay). Then i was fighting some vampire and i tried using a pencil to stab his heart, but dont know why, i didnt have enough strength to penetrate his flesh. so i kept on stabbing and stabbing. The next thing i knew, angelina jolie came from his back and boom! shot him with her gun. (and yap, i just watched 'wanted' a few days ago..)
the awesomeness of Angie. sigh.
psst, i think kak nazi is jealous cause i havent dreamt about her for 8235498712579236 days. muahahahah.