fas: haha! nk lari jer tau ahhh. alah. aku tusen pg. den ptg aku tusen lg. so ko berharap jer larh eh nurid yg akn bwk lari ko coz i'l b long gone by den. tujuan mulier aku ker saner ialah................. attack nasik beriyani korg!! muahahahaha!
zaki: heez. sori k zaki zaki xplain2 pat mul pasal principal aper ntah mul sunggo blur x paham. so pi citer nan fas jer larh yer pasal korgnyer principal 2. hehe.
rodi: eerrrrrrrrrrm... n further clarify my position as a nerd?? hahaha! u dun ask d numbers of those ko dun even rapat wif larh!! basic principle of life k. hehe.
wanna noe hw i did 4 my common test? [nk ikot jejak atok japz bangger display markah pat blog. haha!]
engineering mechanics [yes, itz d physics stuffz..] = 100%
manufacturing technology and materials [yes, itz d hapalan stuffz..] = 92% [x puas hati k aku xplain pepanjang der kasi aku markah ckit jer. bak terreminded zaman paper sejarah islam japz. sheesh. kecek atiii.. :( ]
programming fundamentals = A [x paham seh y tchr refuse nk tunjokkan paper / actual markah. haish.. =( ]
............ is it possible to like sumone so much tat it actuallie hurts? or am i juz making my heart suffer, longing for someone hu i dun even noe... i dun even understand wat iz in his mind.... i wish i can control my feelings better........... i wish i can get rid of it. but d more i try, d more it hurts........... funny hw stuffz happen when u least xpect it 2 huh? sumtimez i do feel tat am being played............ played by my own foolish heart...
dj: sheesh. nk compare akuner consistency in updating nan konyer, ko lg burok!! pi update blog ko saner! =g but since skarang cm da bukak sch, n duluk pn moz of akunyer entries aku post during claz, so xpect a lot of me diz sem. ;)
fiza: ahak! principal ko menarek!! haish.. aper larh naseb aku ader principal yg x leh even simpankan a piece of paper [NOT EVEN LAMINATED K??!!] ntok aku........... =
zack: haha! saper suro balek b4 akunyer break. =) da larh aku jempot dtg sch aku ko x sudi. keciiiiiiik ati. :( hehehe.
zafyrah: wei wei. org x tau aper2 akn pk aku weird larh. haha! clarify k rangiku 2 sekor anime character. hehehehe..
diana: nt @ sch larh. itz lost sumwhere in d muis office. haish..
zakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii: where've u been?? da bwk lari cd2 org troz lesap ahhhh.. drop by larh kaper tanyer kabar. hmph. =g
sheesh. wat a bacen frz dae @ sch.
pepg suboh da bgn reluctantly pi sch coz bebdk sumer ckp ari nik ader claz kol 8. since our claz cm alternating even weekz gi2, n diz wk iz even, aku pn assume ader gakz ah. skali smpai bwat penat ajer, org yg jager lab ckp lecturer aku x ckp aper2 pon pasal nk ader klaz. like almoz everyone tau dtg xcept 4 kitorgnyer claz rep yg of coz tau kitorg x der claz. mcm nk kener sepak kan? ergh.
abeh ader sekor bdk nik der pernah tanyer claz rep ah ader claz ker x niarik n der blg x der. abeh der cm x puas hati pi tanyer bebdk laen, byk org ckp ader coz dorg assume so der pon baek ikot ckp d majorities padahal claz rep ader more power kan??? sheesh. sedap seh td byk org baybel pat der pasal x tau nk blg yg claz rep blg blablabla. haish..
less than half an hour 2 go til pulang time!! programming iz kinda boring niarik. dr td aku ngadap pool table [dlm laptop ajer. hehehe. eksyen japz] ..
n eh! aku dpt A 4 akunyer programming common test! not bad eh.. hehe. *sepak mul*
going out w nurid n fas later pi nengok wayang. yeah.. tatz wat they said. nengok wayang. sumhow i gt d feel tat they're going 2 drag me pi nengok citer d omen. *deep sigh*
tat remindz me........... tuarik i got reallie bored ah laypark diam2 pat umah. d mom waz cooking. d sis curik laptop aku nk nengok citer sundel bolong pat dapor nan mak aku. so w/o d lappie, of coz am bored. tahap aku juz dok sbelah akak aku n join der nengok gakz despite janji aku pader dr sendrik not 2 nengok citer an2 ever again. plus, figured tat since d pomp maseh lom mati, d an2 x akn kuar gikz larh kan..........
after a few min, i gt reallie hooked k? even tho pomp der da mati, i stil continued watching. so i blame it on no one but myself. :(
d lakik open d door n suddenlie ader juz d head on d jamban. i dun noe y even tho diz kinda scene cm da common, i gt reallie shocked n screamed mcm pomp kental, attracting d attention of bebdk ngaji pat hall. =/ ran in2 d room n started 2 cry. even my sis waz like woi woi. asal ko nk nangez lak? haish.. even i waz surprised by my own reaction. -_- n spanjang ari aku pening kpaler tahap x leh jalan. bak terigt tat time pat batam when d light suddenlie went off n aku pening kpaler x abez after tat. sheesh. i haf a fragile head. haha.
i want my ste cert!! =( tuarik went 2 muis w zapi but dat pomp kater brg2 sumer da bwk pi mesjid nahdhah. so there we went. sampai saner lak org2 pat sner ckp "kan cert da kasi pat madrasah? asal lak ustz awak kasi balek pat pihak kiter?" so therefore i conclude tat she, yes she, iz a pendengki hu juz nk menyusahkan org. cheers!
anw, i missed d reunion due 2 aku n d sis's nyer toothache so d mum decided "hey. y dont kitorg sumer pi HPB yg pat outram 2 sesamer sat pg." cm family trip larh plakkan. sheesh.
anw, d dentist is kinda baek ah. coz d frz ting she said when der nampak gigi aku is "eh, ur teeth very nice eh. so straight and white. u brush ur teeth regularly?" hehehhehehehehehe.. padahal padahal seot. i reallie hate brushing. even mak aku asek baybel2 suro aku gogok gigi. hehe. reallie funny. n therefore my frenz, itz proven tat brushing ur teeth is not reallie dat important. =)
.................... n anw, if korg stat pikir burok, saket gigi aku pn coz my laz filling terbukak so der juz redo balek.......................... n it reallie hurts seh biler der nk bukak balek d laz filling so der leh tampal barunyer. erkz.
after tat we went 2 ikea. which reallie saket ati coz........... i want everyting in d store!! d katil, d sofa-katel ting, huge wardrobes w biiiig mirror on d door,d dining table.... like evryting! cant wait 2 get my own apartment so aku leh decorate it myself. n it shud b big! umah pt toa payoh kecek2 seh. even d one yg pat d 30+ level flat yg br 2! sheesh. i reallie wonder hw my house cud've been like if d mom actuallie x insist moving 2 a house pat tp gakz instead of d one yg d bro found @ sembawang. haiz.... ok. so d transportation netwrkz r great here. but stil, is it reallie gonna matter? when i grow up, am gonna get my own car! muahahahahaha!
ahahaha! der cute kaaaaaaaaan. gosh! aku igt gikz smalam during d france vs switzerland nyer match, der kener yellow card 4 a cacat reason abeh der da bingit but der juz senyum2. haha! leh cair seh. sheesh.
aku nk pi dentist larh~~~ but knaper jauh sgt pat outram huuuuuh? dr tuarik seh aku asek ckp esok aku pi but when d dae actuallie come, mcm berat gi2 nk angkat pantat aku pi. haizzzzzzzzzz. salah ari tol seh aku saket gigi..
anw, cpat komplimen layout br aku!! hahaha! ok. aku actualie x suker layout type ginik so xpect anuder new layout in a wk!! =)
aku actuallie byk nk baybel........ butttttttttt... update 2moro ah. gonna go sleep. haf a long dae ahead tomorow. haizzzz...
mcm pat taman maner larh kan. haha! diz iz y i lurve nyp... haiz.. too bad itz not my sch. :(
there's juz sumting abt toy r us which can kinda bring d slengerness in u. haha!
one dae, itz gonna b my face on d toilet wall welcoming d needy grlz in2 d toilet. *grinz* n aku nk amek gambar nan d lakiknyer larh! cis!
yesterdae's visit 2 nyp waz reallie fun seh. even dgn rodi yg asek majok2 coz aku slalu distract d others by akunyer usual antics [terantok kpaler pat wall time nga bersin, mkn pancake meleleh2 etc hehe] while der nga syiok2 citerkan sum stuffz 2 all of us. haha! x sengajer k rodi. am having a slenger dae. haha! ;)
after tat me, dj n rod said our gdbye 2 zap, apip n dayan [a quick one 4 dayan k. tu larh x eloknyer dtg lambat sampai nampak kitorg x sampai seminit da lari klam kabot pi claz. =g] n made our way 2 ps. actuallie plan nk maen arcade ah kan den kraner kesuntukan maser, we juz laypark d whole time pat starbuckz. dgn rodnyer laptop bukak lagu kuat2 sampai org pat mejer sbelah terbgn dr tido [haha! saper suro tdo in a cafe at d frz place 0_o] n sampai skarang aku juz x leh luperkan d image of muker rod n dj yg nga feeling biler aku pi bukak lagu ryan cabrera- true!! like duer2 nga facing pat luar starbucks dgn muker feeling dorg. AT D SAME TIME TAUUU!! haha! i juz cant help laughing my ass off biler terigtkan muker dorg gikz.
gosh. yesterdae waz so fun seh tahap aku sampai umah, aku actualie feel kinda weird. looking 4ward 2 my date w zap on tues n d others on thurs. n heyyy! maner reunion claz kitorg larh?! n fas!!! biler ko nk pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaang? aku nk kuar nan ko n nurid. chet. i havent even called nurid....... but weird larh da lamer x nampak der nk bobwal aper seh.. =( .......... tho i reallie miss her. heez! d irony..
eh eh!! aku actualie nk ckp sumting. cm br terigt biler nampak rodi online. haha! =)
batwoman iz a lesbian!!! ......... or will b larh. haha! cm funny larh dorg sanggop bwat comic character cm2. wat haf diz wrld come in2??
................ is jonathan leong reallie dat cute?? am confused... =\
fas: ko memang!!! sampai ati ko tinggalkan aku nan nurid stranded pat pulau nik!! x per.. aku pi dating nan nurid 2 org jer br tauuuuuuuuuuuuu.. =g
diana: hehe. ngah tekon blaja larh nik. alah~ bdk sains aper korg bertiger. stick it out there! hehehehehe..
dayan: hehe. ko nengok gakz? mmg x sangker..... but muzti pi bersyukor saner!! *grinz*
if i didnt get d scholarship, d question wat is ur aspiration is gonna haunt me all my life seh.. d interview waz going so smoothly n i even shared w them hw aku kener stranded among d lakikz n dorg even da tawer2.. den suddenlie one of dem ask me tat question..... n i gt stuck. n i started muttering sum stupid stuffz which iz reallie a stupid answer. it makez me look like sum1 hu dun haf a dream. a simple, dwn 2 earth grl............... do u think d scholarship board wud wanna gif their scholarship 2 me instead of other manusier yg berciter2 tinggi sampai langit? haiz....
n erm... no ppl. i dun wish 2 disclose my answer 2 d above question. coz itz reallie stupid. =(
itz break! weeee~ n am gonna make full use of diz 2 wkz walau aper pon mk aku nk ckp. hehe. told her yg esok aku nk kuar ah nan d peepz n she waz like "br cuti da nk kuar..." haiz.. org tuer2 x memahami larh~ plus, it wont reallie b dat bad if i actuallie gt at least one close pren in np............ i alwayz find myself running 4rm one grp 2 anuder. haiz... mayb itz my fault huh? but i juz cant help wondering..... "wud it haf been diff if sum pomp actuallie ader in my claz during d frz dae?" at least we all sumer dun noe each other so we cud haf bonded on d same level. but by d 2nd wk when d grlz masok, dorg sumer da ader clique sendrik. like wat the hell seh........ haiz..
weeeeeeee~ grlz dae out 2morow! grt sg sale! [note: shud bwat list of stuffz yg aku nk blik. haha!] n wrld cup in a few dayz! [i alwayz gt caught in diz kinda happening stuffz. haha! but welll.. it wont hurt getting my spirit up]. xpect a lot of pictures posted in a few dayz time ppl~ hehehe..
sany: ............... errr... update abtd interview later. am stil..... erm.. trying 2 get over my stupidness. =
zaki: aper tahniah2? org nk kawen larh br leh ckp tahniah. x appropriate langsong. :g
fas: errrrrr.. aku da lamer x jejak geylang seh!! hahaha! but aku tau ko leh kuar, jgn nk mentel eh nan aku. :g
shanie: serious? i never noticed.... am too distracted by his weird accent........ n also d fact tat i never understand a single wrd he says. thank god 4 paper n pen. =\ lucky u kak mun! :g
diana: ko ah pi point tat out pat aku so aku kinda paiseh nk update gikz. hahahaha! itz common test wk larh!! where've u been?? =g
gosh! 2morow iz my stupid hapalan test. actualie td plan lepas programming test nk laypark lib ah blaja but den d... erm.. programming paper reallie turned me off seh!! it waz too.......... easy tahap memudarkan smangat aku nk blaja gikz.............. err.. ok. slap me coz am complaining too much. :g too much 2 hapal 4 tomorow n i stil havent started........ am juz werried larh......
it waz realie weird teaching syahsyams small sis. u noe hw similar they look like n it realie freak me out sumtimez. muahahahaha!
anw, marissa died!! [haha! ok zapi. aku tau ko akn membunoh aku 4 spoiling ur fun =) ] hepi k? she's d moz complex character i've ever seen...... n ryan too! aper larh der x mati sesamer dlm car crash 2. tho i believe i didnt see any wounds on him after tat terrifying accident........... bcos he's d superman! *throw up* ............. oh! n anuder heppi ending 4 d cute couple........ awwwww.. hehehe!
sad sonata actualie improve 2dae!! oh god. juz when i tink i waz abt 2 die from watching tat stupid series. if u ask me, if i like diz guy. n i noe diz guy like me 2. i wont b stupid enuf 2 gif him up juz bcoz my best fren also like him. tatz ridiculous! i noe tat the 3 of us wil onlie end up suffering in d end. n tatz not called selfish k? u're juz sparing everyone's feeling, especially d bezfren coz if we juz let her berperasaan sengsorg, she'll fall deeper into d so-called love trap. therefore rod, aku sunggo advise ko jgn nengok citer sad sonata hwever much u love kwon sang woo.. u'll onlie end up feeling like strangling him to death 4 being such a stupid moron. =)
my cats class assignment finish 2dae!! at last i finallie got rid of diz one irritating grp member, aka d myanmar guy (az we, d rest of d grp members, cal him behind his back). such a relief k? he's such a useless person 2 haf in ur grp. =g nxt term, am going 2 run 2 jeffie n ganggu der suro grp nan aku 4 d nxt assignment. *nod nod determinedly* .........
tho it waz kinda upsetting... mcm berat seh td nk kuar claz az d claz wil onlie resume after d term break, which is 3 wkz later........ tatz like almoz a month raite???? haiz.... da ah when aku kuar 2, der dok tol2 dpan pin2....... so near yet so far larh konon kan? haiz......... go away u evil distraction!! =g
got my common test timetable laz wk gi2 larh kan n found out tat my laz paper is on....... weddie!!! meanz ari kamez aku da stat cuti!!! ................ n datz where d upsetness come in. msg fas n der kater der pi trip sampai nxt nxt wk.... rod lak sch asek balek ptg............... zap fri br laz dae sch... zack lak da nk pulang mesia n yet i stil havent seen her............ gosh! aku mcm kener curse poly seh. grrr... =/ ......... zakiiiiiii~ blanjer larh adk sdarer ko yg sweet nik pi nengok x men 3~~~~ *wink wink*
haiz............. i hate thuursdayzZzZzZzZzZ..........
aku mcm excited larh kan nk pi break sampai luper................... common test in 4 days!!!!!! SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW IN 2 DAYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!........................ dieeeeeeeeeee... =(
....................... i hate my course manager 4 putting so much pressure on me. konon nk kasi perangsang larh kan......... but.......... stress tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~