sometimez i cant help but feel disappointed in sum ppl... as much as i'd like to b d one giving all d time, i also haf my pride. sumtimez, i wanna see sumone responding, giving back 2 me all d efforts i've poured on our relationship. am tired of seeing myself initiating every single ting. itz been more than a wk now since i kept quiet. i wanna see hw these ppl wud respon.... n yet i hear nuting. i reallie wanna hang out again..... n yet am juz one stubborn blockhead hu haf too much pride in her.
hoh n tatz y aku refuse 2 blog slamer nik. itz nt like these kinda stuff actuallie concern moz ppl..
wo0o0okay. itz been quite some time so xpect a l0o0ng one ehhh
231206. piala khatulistiwa dae [a dikir barat competition k! like wahhh!]
n diz iz hw my morning started off. waz in a rush tat morning tahap akunyer eyeliner brush pgi brush all over d face. n d sissy tink tat her hot lil sister iz such an idiot tahap sengajer nk paint akunyer face juz coz aku nk stepping jd bdak army. honestly..
waz supposed 2 reach sch on 8am 4 d briefing but arrived one hr later onlie 2 hear frm d other ushers tat they've been sitting there doing nuting 4 d past 1 hr. hohoh.
d event was a blast larh! but too bad i cant b there d whole time watching it w d audience as me [n 7 other pompz] waz in charge of d participants. jd usher dorg larh kan. i waz in charge of bedok south sec. tat waz luckie k? it had been reallie scary if i got some ite or poly people hu cud haf been older. at least w d small kidz aku leh stepping nk marah2.
"ehh! awak sumer kalo nk pgi maner2 mintak izin sayer duluk eh!" [az d budak2 try 2 kuar frm d LT tat they were assigned 2 b confined in during d whole event]
n funnily! dorg dgr kater k! hahah. waz hanging out dpan d LTs w d other ushers when sum bebdk under aku kuar dr bilik, saw aku nga dr pat dpan n said "kak, nk pegi tandas bleh?"
heheh. n d other ushers waz quite shocked nengok bebdk aku cm well-mannered nk mintak izin sumer coz during d registration, dorg bobwal cm gangster larh kan.. wahhh aku proud dpt mendidik bdk baek2! nyiahahahah.
191206
waz out w zapi d whoooole dae. despite ujan yg turon dgn lebat! [siler lihat backgrd di blakang] diz iz d dae when d citer abt banjer membanjiri beriter2 pat tv. we were out there tauu! n it waz plain torture k. n zapi kept saying "diz iz not a gd dae to go out.." heh.
n of coz diz smart kid waz wearing her skirts n kasot pointy2. by d end of d dae dlm mrt on d way hme, diz iz hw my feet turnz out 2 b...
cam hot abez larh kan.... nyeh.
n oh! d sis bought a new tv!
.......... i want a bigger one.....